ive never been so worried...

[sammi_i_ammi]

so i hear my mom talking...apparently somthings wrong with my brother. and i asked her whats wrong...and she wont tell me....I HATE this fuckin censorship. i know she thinks its better that i dont know...but fuckin shit...i can tell somthings wrong...

well reading scarletts lj...i realized wow..poems..i used to write them when i was pissed, sad, etc. so...i wrote...

yea keep to the top section of this entry...cuz the bottom is just my alleviating stress on paper....if u dont like it...sorry.

i hate to see the pain your in
see the hatred drive within
i watched you go from very young
from getting you when the party was done
all i tried was to keep up
but i failed without luck
what happened to your laugh
words now come out like epitaphs
i know your hurt
been dragged thru dirt
i feel your pain
i scream your name
i want to help you
i want to make you feel brand new
i want to feel like little kids
to have no limits on happiness
i want to be your little sis
ill help you carry your crucifix
come here and walk with me
lets be how we used to be
now lets take a shot of rum
lets let all the pain be done.

i think my bros having a drug problem....fuck life right now...pray for my brother.