Hopelessly depressed.
When i turned off the computer at 6pm yesterday the KAT-TUNfandom still seemed like such a happy and fluffy place for me. When Mich told me on a sms that Jin's solo activities in USA would be extended, i thought it was just that - an extension, so i didn't feel that bad. Leaving though, is an entirely different matter. After i used my iTouch to assess KTL through wifi, i don't know...i just started to cry. It wasn't that bad while i was still in the cc with Rosanna but on the bus...haha well...it was a good thing to woman next to me was talking really loudly on her cellphone. I seriously need to learn to control me emotions better. But KAT-TUN is definitely a tap for my tears :/
My KAT-TUN heart badge fell(cus it broke) off my bag yesterday(the same day it was announced). I should have known it was a bad omen D: Last time, i gave this friend a phone strap and my friend showed me that it had broken right before we went on a trip. It was on the very same trip that our friendship became weird.
Now...i don't know:/ i guess the only thing i can do is wait like the rest of the fans to see what happens...
I'll continue supporting KAT-TUN that's for sure...but i'll just need some time to mourn for the lost past if it really happens.
I'm in absolutely no mood to study for all the stupid irritating tests that is flooding next week or to do the sky high pile of homework this weekend.
I just want news. Good or bad...I'll take it. It's better than this feeling of not knowing anything.
My KAT-TUN heart badge fell(cus it broke) off my bag yesterday(the same day it was announced). I should have known it was a bad omen D: Last time, i gave this friend a phone strap and my friend showed me that it had broken right before we went on a trip. It was on the very same trip that our friendship became weird.
Now...i don't know:/ i guess the only thing i can do is wait like the rest of the fans to see what happens...
I'll continue supporting KAT-TUN that's for sure...but i'll just need some time to mourn for the lost past if it really happens.
I'm in absolutely no mood to study for all the stupid irritating tests that is flooding next week or to do the sky high pile of homework this weekend.
I just want news. Good or bad...I'll take it. It's better than this feeling of not knowing anything.