Soothe Yourself
Alot has happened lately. some bad some good. but as long as stuff is still happening in my life i figure im doing good. I go out with friends and i'm working had for once at school. ive been up almost all night working on a practice test so i could actually take the test tomorrow afternoon. I mean i cant sleep so i might as well do it. I finally told destry what i truly thought of him and it felt great. I dont live in fear so i hated that he made that excuse for why i wouldn't come to pilot mount to have sex with him. its stupid of me to live like that and tolerate his bullshit. i posted the whole conversation on my myspace so if your on my friends list go read it. Gah it feels so good to actually be caring about what the hell i am doing. I wish i would have been better at it when i first started college and not now at the end.
im still planning on moving up to Delaware with Jill. hopefully it will happen before the end of May. who knows i must try things if i ever want to figure out my life. Winston Salem will never figure it out for me.
im still planning on moving up to Delaware with Jill. hopefully it will happen before the end of May. who knows i must try things if i ever want to figure out my life. Winston Salem will never figure it out for me.