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[samme]

I almost remember
in the precise detail
of blurred vision
like each facet of a snowflake
memorys that kill
blade sharp slicing
like a smile through my mind
The simple pleasures
that were had
being caught by the breath
of the subway
and blown away
by a simple touch
like a tear upon my cheek
shivers that held me
caught in the sun.
I could have died
so unsepperable were we.

I miss you. I miss what we had.
You were my best friend.
You told me that you would never lie.
So I gave you the truth.
In a razorblade pail.
Because the truth hurts.
and still you lied.

And so you dug this shallow grave
burying me piece by piece
frozen blocks of flesh
feelings chipped away at
as I sunk
into a place so dark
that even I no longer reconize me.

From you I am a better person
from you I hate who I have become
I feel like a doll
plastic and naked in the sun
eyes swollen
and out of words.

To you I give forgiveness
and ask for the same
I hope that like a phoenex we will rise
and from the end of a promise
we may find ourselves once more
because I miss the closeness we had
I miss the honesty we had
Damn it I miss my friend.