wow i scare myself sometimes...

[sammbo]

i'm so scatterbrained, i just don't know what to fucking do anymore. i'm sick of guy's lying to me, so i cut the whole relationship thing out of the picture. i'm sick of girls lying to me, so i threw that whole trust/friendship thing out the window. i'm not empty or coldhearted or sad, i just wish there was actually someone out there that understood how it is with me, and won't disrespect me like others do. i'm not saying being disrespected offends me, it just makes those people look bad, and personally, i don't hang with liars, because that would make me one. it's just making me run out of friends faster than i normally would. . . maybe i am coldhearted?

heh, fuck if i care.