Aug 18, 2006 22:29
Okay, so heres some more rambiling on because, im sitting at home on a Friday night.
Okay. Mason went to stone..once again. He knows it bothers me..but idk. it still bothers me don't get me wrong, but i'm just starting to not care. ya know? i know I can trust him, I just don't want other bitches grinding and crap with him. YA know? That's the part I hate. I asked him why he goes, and he says 'to chill' but that makes no sense to me, to pay 6 dollars sit on a stool and chill? plus the 45 minute drive? please. but, I know that if he dances with anybody he'll tell me. Which I am very happy about, because I know he'll tell me everything that happened, and part of me dosn't wanna get mad at him. We're finally really good after what I did to him. I don't wanna ruin it ya know? we're so good its scary, but I'm so happy with him, and I don't want to go back to the way we were before. No way. I'm never goin back there with him, it was horrible..for both of us. I love where we are, and how far we've come. <3 I love him so much its rediculous i think.
Emphasis night was tonight, I went up with Lorie Beth, and hung out with Court and Cremer and Sarah a little bit. it was good times. I did see some people that I probably will end up killing sometime this year. (freshman whores. ) who are literal whores. poor girls. =/ haha. I kind of never wanna go back to High School, thank GOD its my freakin' senior year. I plan to have a great senior year, and no ones gonna stop me. =) woot. BUT on the good side, i saw some amazing people, that I've missed so freakin much!! After emphasis night *well, after the game was over, I didn't stay for the dance.) Me and Lorie Beth went to Johnnys coffee house and had ice cream,a nd you know i had to have a pretzle. <3 AHHHMAAAZZINNG. nummies.
pure babbling.