We were always meant to say goodbye.
Well another year has gone by that I didn't keep my promise of updating this thing. I guess I like to write sometimes so thats why I get on here and haven't deleted this yet. Cory and I eventually moved to florence in january of 09, my brother skot moved with us, it was fun at first, but I felt as if I had to compete with my brother for my boyfriends attention. No girl should ever feel like that. Cory turned it around like I was crazy but all I wanted was for him to spend time with me. February I totalled his car on valentines day, That same month on Friday the 13th I locked the keys in the car and had to have AAA come out. Then a month later cory without breaking up with me confessed his love for brittany. She waited a week to tell me so I was upset she waited so long, but when she finally told me i grabbed the keys left crying and never looked back. I finished the semester up and moved in with brittany and her bf until it was over then moved back home, i went to michigan for the entire summer and met Ryan! and hung out with Tinaaa! my old BFF from middle school...I actually think she is in some of my older posts but anyway it was the best summer in the world. Ryan is a great guy and im miserable I had to leave him to come back down to tennessee..I am living in florence again I have two roommates; Liz and Casey, they are fun. Cory and I didnt talk for 6 months since the whole brittany thing, we started falling back into our old routine but recently i realized i dont need someone like him in my life who will take advantage of everything i do for him. I have been majorly depressed the last 2 weeks. My cousin Crissy is pregnant, 2 of my best friends turned their backs on me and I dont even know why, Cory refuses to come around me when i need him the most, My dad has been getting on to me, Im failing school, Work is awful, My cousin bella who is 3 was in the hospital for 2 days this week, my aunt put down her dog that she had since i was a baby who I LOVED and last night corys ex who i hate more than anything called me claiming i called her phone, but i was asleep so it was nearly impossible for me to call her so I ended up waking up because I was so annoyed and depressed so once again this week I didnt go to bed til 3 and missed all my classes AGAIN today. 2009 has been the worst year of my life and there is still 70 more days left in it. So Wake me up in 2010.