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okay so...
if i ever said i loved someone on this... it was a lie.
unless it was bryan.
im done saying the "l" word,
when i dont truly feel it.
okay so this is whats up.
me and ryan...
done.
it just didnt work.
in fact...
im deleting any old posts about old bfs.
its not nessecary or however you spell it.
so...
this is whats up with me.
i date a guy named JC.
hes basically one of the most interesting people ive ever met.
hes practically perfect.
no lie.
we have so much fun together...
and we go together like peanut butter and jelly.
thats my so called "love life" at the moment.
so...
im gonna post all the shit about me now.
im difficult at times.
i dont drink or do drugs.
i dont like eating.
so shutthefuck up about it.
its not an eating disorder.
i just dont feel like stuffing my face 3 times a day.
no thank you.
if im not in a good mood, you'll know it.
i dont hide anything.
there are times when i think that i have more bad qualities than good.
and i dont like it.
im not "scene" or "straightedge" or any stupid fad.
and i dont think i ever will be.
dont quote me on that.
i change my mind too often.
im boring.
theres not too much fun about me.
i AM an awesome singer.
i dont care who you are,
or HOW much you hate me,
you HAVE to admit, i got skills in the vocal department.
i get depressed and i stay that way.
thats just me.
i love being around people.
i HATE being alone.
i almost cant stand it.
i almost always like people,
unless they give me a reason not to.
everyone at my school calls me a slut behind my back...
well they can all fuck themselves.
there's NOTHING slutty about me.
and you CAN quote me on that.
yuh.
so this is just me evaluating myself all over again.
you probably wont read it.
and if you do, you wont care.
but this is me at the current moment.
&&im changing every day.
peace.
if i ever said i loved someone on this... it was a lie.
unless it was bryan.
im done saying the "l" word,
when i dont truly feel it.
okay so this is whats up.
me and ryan...
done.
it just didnt work.
in fact...
im deleting any old posts about old bfs.
its not nessecary or however you spell it.
so...
this is whats up with me.
i date a guy named JC.
hes basically one of the most interesting people ive ever met.
hes practically perfect.
no lie.
we have so much fun together...
and we go together like peanut butter and jelly.
thats my so called "love life" at the moment.
so...
im gonna post all the shit about me now.
im difficult at times.
i dont drink or do drugs.
i dont like eating.
so shutthefuck up about it.
its not an eating disorder.
i just dont feel like stuffing my face 3 times a day.
no thank you.
if im not in a good mood, you'll know it.
i dont hide anything.
there are times when i think that i have more bad qualities than good.
and i dont like it.
im not "scene" or "straightedge" or any stupid fad.
and i dont think i ever will be.
dont quote me on that.
i change my mind too often.
im boring.
theres not too much fun about me.
i AM an awesome singer.
i dont care who you are,
or HOW much you hate me,
you HAVE to admit, i got skills in the vocal department.
i get depressed and i stay that way.
thats just me.
i love being around people.
i HATE being alone.
i almost cant stand it.
i almost always like people,
unless they give me a reason not to.
everyone at my school calls me a slut behind my back...
well they can all fuck themselves.
there's NOTHING slutty about me.
and you CAN quote me on that.
yuh.
so this is just me evaluating myself all over again.
you probably wont read it.
and if you do, you wont care.
but this is me at the current moment.
&&im changing every day.
peace.