Hate Enough to Love [10/?]
Title: Hate Enough to Love
Author: Xavia
Chapter: Lie- "Just gonna stand there and hear me cry, that's alright because I love the way you lie," ~Rihanna & Eminem, Love The Way You Lie
Pairing: SamKurt; friendship and eventual slash
Rating: PG-13
Spoilers: None, really.
Warning: Rape; not graphic.
Summary: A/U. "A reputation for a thousand years may depend upon the conduct of a single moment." -Ernest Bramah. Eventual KurtSam.
Disclaimer: I don't own. I rent.
Notes: So it's been a little while since I've updated. I had hurt my arm and was in a sling so I couldn't type. But I am better now and am ready to complete this fic soon. Not beta-ed; all mistakes are mine.
Kurt was startled as Finn trampled down the steps to their bedroom. He sat up on his bed, holding his slightly pink cheek. The larger boy stood across form him, fuming.
"You lied to me," he said, sounding like he was demanding something. Kurt decided to play dumb; it was the best way to get out of this.
"What do you mean?" he countered, standing up and crossing his arm. It revealed his injured cheek completely. Finn stared at it and swallowed deeply.
"You said Sam wasn't hurting you. You lied," he said, his voice predatory and low. Kurt shook his head fiercely.
"He's not hurting me…it was accident," after evaluating the situation, he could see how it was an accident. That didn't mean anything to Finn.
"Whatever…I'm going to make him pay."
Something inside Kurt snapped at that. He felt a yell well up in his chest and rise. He went off at Finn completely.
"Then beat up everyone, Finn!" he screamed.
"Calm down," the other boy said, softly. Kurt shook his head.
"Make Puck pay…your friend…the one who was the ring leader…"
"What do you mean?"
Kurt held back his tears, "He was…one of the guys who…raped me."
Finn was silent for a couple moments. He was processing what has been disclosed. He sighed and stepped forward, hugging Kurt tightly, who returned it.
"I'm sorry…" Finn whispered.
Kurt sat in the library, a book up to his face. He wasn't really reading it; he just wanted to cover his face up. He felt ashamed, having told Finn the truth. He was waiting for it to be around the entire school.
"Kurt," a voice broke the silent bubble around him. He looked over the top of the book to see Sam standing there, awkwardly.
"Go away," he said, sharply, looking back at the book. He heard the chair pull out and Sam sat down.
"Okay…we need to talk," the blond said, seriously.
"There nothing to talk about," Kurt put the book down and stared at the boy across form him. Sam nodded.
"I know you don't want to see me…I just want you to know that I'm sorry. I never wanted to hurt you in anyway. But I did…"
Kurt nodded, processing what had been said. He looked down at the table and sighed. "Okay."
Sam blinked a couple times and stood, walking out of the library. Kurt watched him go and looked back down at the table when the door closed.
Author: Xavia
Chapter: Lie- "Just gonna stand there and hear me cry, that's alright because I love the way you lie," ~Rihanna & Eminem, Love The Way You Lie
Pairing: SamKurt; friendship and eventual slash
Rating: PG-13
Spoilers: None, really.
Warning: Rape; not graphic.
Summary: A/U. "A reputation for a thousand years may depend upon the conduct of a single moment." -Ernest Bramah. Eventual KurtSam.
Disclaimer: I don't own. I rent.
Notes: So it's been a little while since I've updated. I had hurt my arm and was in a sling so I couldn't type. But I am better now and am ready to complete this fic soon. Not beta-ed; all mistakes are mine.
Kurt was startled as Finn trampled down the steps to their bedroom. He sat up on his bed, holding his slightly pink cheek. The larger boy stood across form him, fuming.
"You lied to me," he said, sounding like he was demanding something. Kurt decided to play dumb; it was the best way to get out of this.
"What do you mean?" he countered, standing up and crossing his arm. It revealed his injured cheek completely. Finn stared at it and swallowed deeply.
"You said Sam wasn't hurting you. You lied," he said, his voice predatory and low. Kurt shook his head fiercely.
"He's not hurting me…it was accident," after evaluating the situation, he could see how it was an accident. That didn't mean anything to Finn.
"Whatever…I'm going to make him pay."
Something inside Kurt snapped at that. He felt a yell well up in his chest and rise. He went off at Finn completely.
"Then beat up everyone, Finn!" he screamed.
"Calm down," the other boy said, softly. Kurt shook his head.
"Make Puck pay…your friend…the one who was the ring leader…"
"What do you mean?"
Kurt held back his tears, "He was…one of the guys who…raped me."
Finn was silent for a couple moments. He was processing what has been disclosed. He sighed and stepped forward, hugging Kurt tightly, who returned it.
"I'm sorry…" Finn whispered.
Kurt sat in the library, a book up to his face. He wasn't really reading it; he just wanted to cover his face up. He felt ashamed, having told Finn the truth. He was waiting for it to be around the entire school.
"Kurt," a voice broke the silent bubble around him. He looked over the top of the book to see Sam standing there, awkwardly.
"Go away," he said, sharply, looking back at the book. He heard the chair pull out and Sam sat down.
"Okay…we need to talk," the blond said, seriously.
"There nothing to talk about," Kurt put the book down and stared at the boy across form him. Sam nodded.
"I know you don't want to see me…I just want you to know that I'm sorry. I never wanted to hurt you in anyway. But I did…"
Kurt nodded, processing what had been said. He looked down at the table and sighed. "Okay."
Sam blinked a couple times and stood, walking out of the library. Kurt watched him go and looked back down at the table when the door closed.