OHMAGAHHHH
Umm, yeah. So I made a new account between me and a friend to post the shit happening in my life right now and it didn't quite work out. So I'm posting it here. This one's dated to 9/8/08:
GAAAAHHHHHH.
That's exactly how I feel right now. I mean, seriously, people have a certain limit when it comes to bullshit. And two-facedness. And fakeness. And annoyingness. Yes, I do know that all those -ness words aren't real. But that's not the point. Well, to start of my likely-to-be-long year, I think it would be good to name people around me. Of course, I'll add more names as I go along, but for now, this will suffice:
My oh-so-wonderful roommate: Lyn
The people across from me: Sarah, Kitty, and Laura
The people next to me: Emma and Mina
My RA and her roommate: Ally and Alex
Those are basically the people with who the drama goes down with. Let me explain myself. I'm a freshman at college living on-campus (obviously) and I'm most definitely the type that absolutely hates drama, and for some reason, that warrants others to step all over me and think I'm a pushover -which I'm NOT. Once I actually reach the peak of my patience, they're gonna be extremely surprised at how mean and bitchy I can be. Which is why I'm keeping this journal; to rant and unwind and de-stress myself.
To start with the rant, I think Lyn would certainly top the list. OMG. I have no idea what goes on in that girl's mind. She's SOOOO freaking messy; you can't even see the floor on her side of the room at times. She's left dishes out for days at a time and doesn't close up her food -meaning that freaking COCKROACHES have been spotted around the room, so now I need to get an exterminator or something. Moreover, she's super loud and obnoxious and extremely self-centered. Not *selfish* per se, but self-centered. She has lots of self-pity for the issues in her family -which, mind you, isn't even close to being horribly bad. She's also incredibly obsessed with colorguard and seems to believe that she's amazing at it. At my school, our colorguard was simply amazing. They won first place in nearly every single competition, and her small-town experience is nothing compared to it. Yes, she does come from a small town. In fact, it's practically hickville seeing as it's surrounded by farms. I'm surprised she doesn't have a southern accent (even if she's from up north). But get this -she talks shit about me behind my back practically allll the time. And she tries to hide it but I've caught her a couple of times and it's pretty annoying. She's had the balls to call ME dirty when I clean just about everyday and dust and vacuum and get on my hands and knees to sweep dust out of corners and stuff.
Her friend from next door, Mina, is soooo freaking annoying. She's super hyper and obviously has never played a sport because she's on the no-cut rugby team and comes back practically everyday whining about her soreness and how tough practice was. I mean SERIOUSLY. I can pretty much guarantee that it's nowhere near as bad as what she says. And I can totally tell that she doesn't like me because a) she ignores me when I talk to her b) she cuts me off when I talk to her friends and c) she gives me these *looks* that piss me off. And I haven't done ANYTHING to her at all! Jesus. And this is just the tip of the iceburg. This is actually the first time I'm having to deal with this kind of shit; regardless of how annoying people were, I could stand them and I was always generally well-liked.
ARGH. Well, I guess I should go now... I have a lab quiz in bio coming up :(
GAAAAHHHHHH.
That's exactly how I feel right now. I mean, seriously, people have a certain limit when it comes to bullshit. And two-facedness. And fakeness. And annoyingness. Yes, I do know that all those -ness words aren't real. But that's not the point. Well, to start of my likely-to-be-long year, I think it would be good to name people around me. Of course, I'll add more names as I go along, but for now, this will suffice:
My oh-so-wonderful roommate: Lyn
The people across from me: Sarah, Kitty, and Laura
The people next to me: Emma and Mina
My RA and her roommate: Ally and Alex
Those are basically the people with who the drama goes down with. Let me explain myself. I'm a freshman at college living on-campus (obviously) and I'm most definitely the type that absolutely hates drama, and for some reason, that warrants others to step all over me and think I'm a pushover -which I'm NOT. Once I actually reach the peak of my patience, they're gonna be extremely surprised at how mean and bitchy I can be. Which is why I'm keeping this journal; to rant and unwind and de-stress myself.
To start with the rant, I think Lyn would certainly top the list. OMG. I have no idea what goes on in that girl's mind. She's SOOOO freaking messy; you can't even see the floor on her side of the room at times. She's left dishes out for days at a time and doesn't close up her food -meaning that freaking COCKROACHES have been spotted around the room, so now I need to get an exterminator or something. Moreover, she's super loud and obnoxious and extremely self-centered. Not *selfish* per se, but self-centered. She has lots of self-pity for the issues in her family -which, mind you, isn't even close to being horribly bad. She's also incredibly obsessed with colorguard and seems to believe that she's amazing at it. At my school, our colorguard was simply amazing. They won first place in nearly every single competition, and her small-town experience is nothing compared to it. Yes, she does come from a small town. In fact, it's practically hickville seeing as it's surrounded by farms. I'm surprised she doesn't have a southern accent (even if she's from up north). But get this -she talks shit about me behind my back practically allll the time. And she tries to hide it but I've caught her a couple of times and it's pretty annoying. She's had the balls to call ME dirty when I clean just about everyday and dust and vacuum and get on my hands and knees to sweep dust out of corners and stuff.
Her friend from next door, Mina, is soooo freaking annoying. She's super hyper and obviously has never played a sport because she's on the no-cut rugby team and comes back practically everyday whining about her soreness and how tough practice was. I mean SERIOUSLY. I can pretty much guarantee that it's nowhere near as bad as what she says. And I can totally tell that she doesn't like me because a) she ignores me when I talk to her b) she cuts me off when I talk to her friends and c) she gives me these *looks* that piss me off. And I haven't done ANYTHING to her at all! Jesus. And this is just the tip of the iceburg. This is actually the first time I'm having to deal with this kind of shit; regardless of how annoying people were, I could stand them and I was always generally well-liked.
ARGH. Well, I guess I should go now... I have a lab quiz in bio coming up :(