Nov 08, 2007 04:09
Eh, tonight was cool. I painted by myself which was interesting. Going up to a fresh boxcar with a chilling winter breeze blowing is most inspiring. I like painting minnesota and I think I always will. It's not as inspiring as it would be painting another city thats crushed hardcore. I think of minnesota as my mother or somthing, its a love-hate thing. Anywho, I miss my homies especially Uriah and Simi those two inspire me so much to do things. My general feeling has been bad, but my mom has listened to me and(kind of) reasurred me that "everything will be ok." However she wants me to do things like "get carreer counseling." and "apply to different colleges." I should be doing these things but of course, knowing me I will wait till the last minute. I wish my mom and I could communicate better, I think that makes both of us sad. I just want to paint and make music all daaaaay. I talked with Shock tonight, the dude is very wise and knows whats up in our cities. anyway keep rockin' yall.
random thoughts.