I'm not sure I recognize this place.

Sep 29, 2005 15:35

Everything is different. I don't know these people anymore, I don't know this town. I want to cry harder than I've ever cried before. I love seeing my family.... I just can't handle the changes. There are so many people that I miss, and will never see again, they have been eaten alive by monsters they can't control. I looked on, and put some pep in my step, and hoped you didn't see me, and you didn't. And for that I'm thankful. It took everything I had not to break down. You scare me. THere are people I'm hoping will make me laugh again. People I can make a friend. Maybe this trip I came w/ my expectations too high. It's Ft.Myers. I don't know what to say right now.

I even somehow managed to break my mother's new washer and flood the laundry room. That's how I roll, that's how I do.
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