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[samiruh]

Every relationship always seems to end with him saying something hopeful, chin up.. oh and the famous line, "I still want to be friends with you though". After our little talk last week on the phone,I distintly remembered that he was talking about how he doesent need a girlfriend anyway.He also mentioned,hes not going to have one for a while,with balancing school and work and all.Ok, ok thats a semi acceptable excuse..umm >_>!.I was so blind, I didnt think that he probaley didnt know what the hell he was talking about or "maybe" he was sneaking behind my back for I dont know how long.But of course, my little heart hesitated to feel that he might find another "best girfriend ever" so soon. Getting wrapped up about what he was saying,Unfortunetly, I am not any part of his life anymore,what a pity and immaturly done.He was just an act.I do not like clever people who do these things to me. Knowingly, while we started dating I had issues about trusting. Can you imagine the sort of impact he lead me to believe that i should always trust him no matter what?How could I have been able to trust him when in some way he was supposivly keeping something I should of known to himself. Now he has completley erased me out of his life.

whatever im single...chin up ;) hes happy.

In other news.. I have a sunburn. boo