In which Sam cannot brain at this time in the morning
So there was this thing where I had two weeks off and was going to do alllllll the things. Which is nearly over, and actually, I have done a lot of stuff, but there still seems to be loads to do. But as I am sat here 20 minutes before Supernatural (CASSSSSSSSS) trying to keep myself awake I figured I should do a quick post.
I lost Byers this time last week. I knew she was going, she was all floppy and cold, so I cuddled into my chest until she tipped her head to one side and stopped breathing, and it was so so sad. At some point when I rescued all these hamsters in quick succession I should have considered them dying so close to each as well. 3 of my current 5 are definitely collecting their pensions, and ack, it's just horrible. Worth it, but horrible.
Other things - my paid lj account has run out, so now commences the annual I-do-not-need-to-spend-money-just-to-have-224934userpics-oh-no-I-don't mantra, which, considering how much it's already irritating me, will probably last another 2 days or something.
I have been out an about and actually pretending to have a social life, so pics to follow when I can be bothered to upload them. And otherwise my mind is just going round and round lots of stuff, nothing bad, just contemplating, and, yeah. This is a terrible entry. But it's 1.45am so quite frankly, what do you expect?!
I lost Byers this time last week. I knew she was going, she was all floppy and cold, so I cuddled into my chest until she tipped her head to one side and stopped breathing, and it was so so sad. At some point when I rescued all these hamsters in quick succession I should have considered them dying so close to each as well. 3 of my current 5 are definitely collecting their pensions, and ack, it's just horrible. Worth it, but horrible.
Other things - my paid lj account has run out, so now commences the annual I-do-not-need-to-spend-money-just-to-have-224934userpics-oh-no-I-don't mantra, which, considering how much it's already irritating me, will probably last another 2 days or something.
I have been out an about and actually pretending to have a social life, so pics to follow when I can be bothered to upload them. And otherwise my mind is just going round and round lots of stuff, nothing bad, just contemplating, and, yeah. This is a terrible entry. But it's 1.45am so quite frankly, what do you expect?!