Make the very most out of this moment now, it’s all we’ve got.
Hello world. I am sat here in Burton after picking up Suzie and Joey from the airport yesterday, drinking tea, watching XF and reading Gillian Anderson's new message to her fans, and I feel at peace for the first time in...months. Since the whole New York and IWTB experience, actually. Suddenly life is all clicking back together. I had a lovely couple of days in London, and on the way back yesterday I was telling Suzie how I need to visit everyone down there more often - it's just good for my soul. Suzie pointed out that this feeling is actually normal and I don't need to make excuses for it, it's ok to visit friends!
I'm all about what is good for my soul atm. More exercise, better eating, better reading (Mags brought me an early birthday present in terms of the book 'Geek Chic' a feminist analysis of female scientists on television. It owns me.) I started a course yesterday on web design to get my brain active. And if GA wrote messages to her fans everyday, or even week, I swear I wouldn't need anti-depressents. She has a complete calming effect on me. I considered announcing this more publically on facebook and everywhere else possible, but I'm pondering whether that takes me into scary stalkerfan terrortory. Hmm.
This morning I got yet another rejection letter from yet another job. I feel worryingly zen about this. I have to believe that the right job will come along, (and soon) and that that wasn't it.
So today, I'm going to attempt to fix my laptop (currently borrowing Simon's). Any ideas about how to make it faster/repair my broken wirelesscardthingymajig/ stop it overheating every 2 seconds would be greatly recieved. Then I am going to go to the gym, do some more job hunting, then read the gorgeous, amazing, wonderful new X-Files book that londonbeauty001 brought me, because she is gorgeous, wonderful and amazing too. Like the icon says, life is good. When did that happen?
I'm all about what is good for my soul atm. More exercise, better eating, better reading (Mags brought me an early birthday present in terms of the book 'Geek Chic' a feminist analysis of female scientists on television. It owns me.) I started a course yesterday on web design to get my brain active. And if GA wrote messages to her fans everyday, or even week, I swear I wouldn't need anti-depressents. She has a complete calming effect on me. I considered announcing this more publically on facebook and everywhere else possible, but I'm pondering whether that takes me into scary stalkerfan terrortory. Hmm.
This morning I got yet another rejection letter from yet another job. I feel worryingly zen about this. I have to believe that the right job will come along, (and soon) and that that wasn't it.
So today, I'm going to attempt to fix my laptop (currently borrowing Simon's). Any ideas about how to make it faster/repair my broken wirelesscardthingymajig/ stop it overheating every 2 seconds would be greatly recieved. Then I am going to go to the gym, do some more job hunting, then read the gorgeous, amazing, wonderful new X-Files book that londonbeauty001 brought me, because she is gorgeous, wonderful and amazing too. Like the icon says, life is good. When did that happen?