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it's to the point in my life that i have nothing
i can't make my friends happy, their either depressed or hate me and are choosing not to talk to me
my family completely hates me and are waiting for the day that i'll break
my little sisters dont' even know who i am, and my brother could care less about what happens to me
i know there are people that have it so much worse, but i'm not strong enough for this
i hate being like this, i don't fall apart. and i can't stop crying, it's ridiculous i feel so worthless, i said i wouldn't give in and be depressed like everyone else, but maybe it's me that is depressed, and bring everyone else down
all i know is that i want to sleep
i want the weekend
and i want to stop
i can't make my friends happy, their either depressed or hate me and are choosing not to talk to me
my family completely hates me and are waiting for the day that i'll break
my little sisters dont' even know who i am, and my brother could care less about what happens to me
i know there are people that have it so much worse, but i'm not strong enough for this
i hate being like this, i don't fall apart. and i can't stop crying, it's ridiculous i feel so worthless, i said i wouldn't give in and be depressed like everyone else, but maybe it's me that is depressed, and bring everyone else down
all i know is that i want to sleep
i want the weekend
and i want to stop