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Clicky the Lj-cut for my Northland shopping centre story! But now for my news... I'm psyched. Totally terrified, totally excited, absolutely scared sh*****s.
We have to do a monolugue at school for drama, right? yes, we do. I'm getting all confused now, so I'll start from the start...
In Drama lately, we've been focusing on creating characters. Mr. Pease has talked to us about it, etc, and on Thursday he told us that next lesson we will really start to create our own characters and then later, perform a monologue with that character.
I told Lily when she came, and told me I should create my character on something that interests me. She of course, told me to do the real woman who had inspired Andrew Lloyd Webber to write Phantom of the Opera. She wanted to make it y'know, mysteriously romantic or something. I'm sure her monologue would have told the tale of a tough young woman, who, yadda yadda yadda.
But I can't do that. I can't do anything about romance in it, c'mon, I'd get teased!! So I told her what I want to do. I want to do one on Christine Daae, the real one,and I had a good idea already for it. I'd walk like Meg does in the movie, like a ballerina, to show I am one. Etc, etc.
Now, this is terrifying. None of the girls in my class, including me, have shown any good dramatic ability. And i'm the one who wants to be an actress! i just keep thinking, 'this is your chance, isabelle! this is YOUR CHANCE...' but i get scared.
Sometimes I imagine myself doing it, othertimes I see myself failing miserably. And what if Mr. Pease is just like 'whoever wants to do it can...' i don't WANT him to say that!! I want him to say that everyone HAS to do it, because otherwise i know i'll be wayy too scared to do it.
i want to succeed. I'll just forget everything. I'll do it. I will.
This is one of the first times I dont feel confident.
Anyway, clicky below for my story... oh, and my icons were a success!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDD
I went with Melanie to Northland today, and just as I had been dreaming of for so long... I bought the PotO DVD and the companion. Thing is, only Mel knows I bought the book. Mum can't know, she was already like 'whaat?' when i told her i bought the DVD. Don't think she ought to know just yet... lol
I basically just posted this behind an lj-cut because i loove them so much. They're pretty.
We have to do a monolugue at school for drama, right? yes, we do. I'm getting all confused now, so I'll start from the start...
In Drama lately, we've been focusing on creating characters. Mr. Pease has talked to us about it, etc, and on Thursday he told us that next lesson we will really start to create our own characters and then later, perform a monologue with that character.
I told Lily when she came, and told me I should create my character on something that interests me. She of course, told me to do the real woman who had inspired Andrew Lloyd Webber to write Phantom of the Opera. She wanted to make it y'know, mysteriously romantic or something. I'm sure her monologue would have told the tale of a tough young woman, who, yadda yadda yadda.
But I can't do that. I can't do anything about romance in it, c'mon, I'd get teased!! So I told her what I want to do. I want to do one on Christine Daae, the real one,and I had a good idea already for it. I'd walk like Meg does in the movie, like a ballerina, to show I am one. Etc, etc.
Now, this is terrifying. None of the girls in my class, including me, have shown any good dramatic ability. And i'm the one who wants to be an actress! i just keep thinking, 'this is your chance, isabelle! this is YOUR CHANCE...' but i get scared.
Sometimes I imagine myself doing it, othertimes I see myself failing miserably. And what if Mr. Pease is just like 'whoever wants to do it can...' i don't WANT him to say that!! I want him to say that everyone HAS to do it, because otherwise i know i'll be wayy too scared to do it.
i want to succeed. I'll just forget everything. I'll do it. I will.
This is one of the first times I dont feel confident.
Anyway, clicky below for my story... oh, and my icons were a success!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDD
I went with Melanie to Northland today, and just as I had been dreaming of for so long... I bought the PotO DVD and the companion. Thing is, only Mel knows I bought the book. Mum can't know, she was already like 'whaat?' when i told her i bought the DVD. Don't think she ought to know just yet... lol
I basically just posted this behind an lj-cut because i loove them so much. They're pretty.