not that confused..

[samiamoz]

sAm i am 0Z (11:51:46 PM): i mean like in a way im like ya i'll get over it and then i feel your not over me either so im like y aren't we together why should i have to get over him wen i can be with him....but i guess if i don't make u happy wen we're together i just have to accept that and move on

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[scubydo11]

hey sam it's becky... saw you on amanda's friend's list... just want to tell you i went through the exact same thing wiht my ex for over a year. he kept saying to break up and then didn't and then when he did he still said he loved me and then a month later wanted to hook back up, yet didn't want a relationship. everything was crazy and the only thing i wanted was for things to be how they used to be... amazing. but i realized that that couldn't be anymore becuase he's changed for the worse and if we stay together he'll become more unhappy, making me more unhappy. the only thing that could happen was for me to even stop talking to him completely, so i could get over him totally.

it was extremely difficult and i never felt pain like that in my whole life. at first, i couldn't handle not talking to him so i called him like 3 times a week.... but a month later i stopped ocmmunication after i had closer with him. that was the whole thing - closer. i didn't know why he was breaking up with me if he still loved me, so i kept on puruing him. until he explained to me fully why he coulnd't be with me, and until i realized it, i found that it was easier to stay away from him. yeah, i was depressed and although i didn't show it outside, i constatnly thought about him everyday for almost 2 months. then one day i saw him again, and i saw who he had become: a differnet person, someone who i didn't want to be with. and i realized this was all for the better and i could move on. eventually, you'll see that too, altho you dond't see it now. i didn't see it then either. but time will pass, and yeah i'll be truthful, i still miss waht i had, but i know i can't have that with anymore, but i will with someone else one day.

just try not to associate wiht him, even thou it will be hard. cuz that's the quickest way to get over someone. and try keeping yourself occupied... it takes your mind off things. but if you have any questions u can talk to me cuz i know how it feels. feel better =)

[samiamoz]

wow how u explained u and shaggy in the first paragraph of your comment (ha) is exactly how it is with us. and once ina while i jsut wanna talk to him so bad so i'll call him and we'll have a nice conversation which makes me feel like we're gunna be together agen one day but then y arent we now? :(
oh man i totally no how u feel like u just want things to be how they used to...we had something SO PERFECT and i just dont no why it isnt the same anymore and i just want that back and i dont no why it has to be gone. i hate life. but it seems like ur situation was almost exactly the same to mine and that makes me feel better...thanx a lot becky :)