maybe back?
so i haven't written on lj in a while
i think i might start again
for 2 reasons:
1. i was up all night recently and at one point looked at a few old entries and they took me down memory lane. so that was nice. and maybe i can do that again someday.
and 2. i am sure no one reads these things anymore anyway [especially mine] so i might as well use it again without fear of being reprimanded.
winter break has been sweet.
i have slept in everyday basically and have woken up between the hours of 4 and 6 everyday
it's disgusting
i need to do hanging out in the DAYTIME.
it's funny to me how, as soon as i finally make my mind that a situation is bad, and felt GOOD about it, i realize that the situation never really gave a shit about me in the first place, and it doesn't matter whether i care or not, because they certainly don't.
so that sucks. there are so few people who care whether you're alive or not, it sucks when you realize you had one less than you thought.
anyway.
christmas owned this year
i made bank:
maxx purse, 2 new pairs of vans, sonic and mario at the olympic games, guitar hero 3 for wii, a white scarf i wanted, a spice girls ticket, a gift card to MAC [so that's pretty sick], the complete series of arrested development on dvd, a dvd player for my room at my apt., a sick coffee machine so i can program it to make it for me when i wake up for those 11 o'clock classes next semester i have on tuesdays and thursdays, some starbucks coffee, a ton of filters, and cash.
i mean, i did PRETTY well for myself this year.
i am flipping out about 2008, though.
because i thought 2007 was going to rule.
like i had this AWESOME feeling about 2007 being the best year ever...and it turned out to be pretty shitty.
and a lot of stuff is going on at every angle right now..
so just it's nuts.
but the less you deal with things, the more they aren't actually real.
okay time to watch arrested development and then go to bed
[officially been up 36 hours straight hooray]
maybe i will do this more
or switch to a different lj where actually no one even has the possibility to read it?
though i don't really care all that much.
yeah.
i think i might start again
for 2 reasons:
1. i was up all night recently and at one point looked at a few old entries and they took me down memory lane. so that was nice. and maybe i can do that again someday.
and 2. i am sure no one reads these things anymore anyway [especially mine] so i might as well use it again without fear of being reprimanded.
winter break has been sweet.
i have slept in everyday basically and have woken up between the hours of 4 and 6 everyday
it's disgusting
i need to do hanging out in the DAYTIME.
it's funny to me how, as soon as i finally make my mind that a situation is bad, and felt GOOD about it, i realize that the situation never really gave a shit about me in the first place, and it doesn't matter whether i care or not, because they certainly don't.
so that sucks. there are so few people who care whether you're alive or not, it sucks when you realize you had one less than you thought.
anyway.
christmas owned this year
i made bank:
maxx purse, 2 new pairs of vans, sonic and mario at the olympic games, guitar hero 3 for wii, a white scarf i wanted, a spice girls ticket, a gift card to MAC [so that's pretty sick], the complete series of arrested development on dvd, a dvd player for my room at my apt., a sick coffee machine so i can program it to make it for me when i wake up for those 11 o'clock classes next semester i have on tuesdays and thursdays, some starbucks coffee, a ton of filters, and cash.
i mean, i did PRETTY well for myself this year.
i am flipping out about 2008, though.
because i thought 2007 was going to rule.
like i had this AWESOME feeling about 2007 being the best year ever...and it turned out to be pretty shitty.
and a lot of stuff is going on at every angle right now..
so just it's nuts.
but the less you deal with things, the more they aren't actually real.
okay time to watch arrested development and then go to bed
[officially been up 36 hours straight hooray]
maybe i will do this more
or switch to a different lj where actually no one even has the possibility to read it?
though i don't really care all that much.
yeah.