Feb 22, 2013 12:04
I am having a really bad day. I am meant to be going back to uni in two days and I haven't got my student loan sorted out. It's entirely my own fault because I didn't get oganised soon enough, but now I'm really worried it won't come through. It doesn't sound that bad, but it feels like confirmation of my total inability to do anything for myself. I'm not a grown up. I can't cope without my parents. I can't get a proper job. It comes on top of a year spent applying for jobs and not getting anything except two months working part time at the supermarket I worked at during school and uni and living with my parents, and 6 weeks living with my brother, doing unskilled labour in an orchard packhouse.
Please say nice things to me.
real life