yeah. another entry about eric..
one year since he died.
i cant believe its been so long since he's been here. seeing his urn sitting on the mantla with all his pictures around it was the hardest part. it always hurts to see that and realize that a beautiful person is just gone. completely and totally gone from my life..except in memory..but memory is not enough. its so unfair.. i miss him more than i ever thought i was capable of missing someone. he was the one person i never got tired of or tried to push away..like i do with everyone else, including myself.
and now he's gone. and i still love him as much as i did when he was alive.
-end.
i cant believe its been so long since he's been here. seeing his urn sitting on the mantla with all his pictures around it was the hardest part. it always hurts to see that and realize that a beautiful person is just gone. completely and totally gone from my life..except in memory..but memory is not enough. its so unfair.. i miss him more than i ever thought i was capable of missing someone. he was the one person i never got tired of or tried to push away..like i do with everyone else, including myself.
and now he's gone. and i still love him as much as i did when he was alive.
-end.