Apr 10, 2005 11:45
So last night pippin ended. And I was sad. On the verge of sobbing through most of the seniors, I cried more when she got to pat, because he is an amazing person and I have really gotten attatched to him. Lunch wont be the same without him and the chocha. And then she got to rich, and i just realized that i will miss him so much. rich is the only person I feel I can be totally straight forwardly honest with and he wont judge me for it. and then there was stephen, but had to wait. And I just glanced at stephen and lost it. I love all the seniors, but it's alitle different with stephen. I mean, I was sobbing before we went on stage and he came over and talked to me and said something nice, making me cry more. Because when next year rolls around, I wont have that. If I am upset, hes not going to be there. If I am pissed off there isnt going to be anyone to talk with their belly button, or show off their cut. No one will call to go out and play and end up sleeping through the newsies. It'll just be really hard... And KAtie, sorry I couldnt fit you into the drama story, but I will miss you too. You are such a caring and genuine person. You're fun and crazy. AND you are someone I look up to, still. You are forever my favorite aviator.
BUT ME AND AMANDA WILL ROCK DRAMA CLUB HOMOSEXUALITY!
expect about 8 other entries like this before the end of june...