Mar 26, 2005 10:00
WHY DID I MOVE BACK IN WITH MY MOTHER! I absolutely cant stand this woman. Everything I do, I do it wrong, so it's gotten to the point where I don't do anything. Which is also wrong. For example. Today my mom went to Carver to get her hair done, so I decided to be nice and clean the kitchen. So I put dishes in the dish washer, wash some pans, put away clean dishes. She walks in the kitchen and says what. "Tell me you took the clean dishes out of the dish washer before you put the dirty ones in" yes mom, contrary to popular belief I am not a total idiot. "Well there wasnt this much silverware in the sink so no you didnt" clearly there was that much in the sink because thats where it all came from. "And why are there non-stick pans in the dish washer" you never said they couldnt go there "well yes I did, you dont listen to anything I say" yes I do, you didnt say that, but it looks like youll be washing some pans. And she proceeds to scream at me for never doing anything in this house. HELLO! I dont do anything cuz everytime I do, I get screamed at just like I am now. Is there no way to satisfy this woman? MY GOD! At least when I was with my sister and I was invisible, I was totally miserable. But only two and 1/4 years until college. She thinks she knows everything about me. Hi... no. ASk my mom my favorite color, my best friends name, my favorite teacher, favorite band. She knows nothing. Woman doesnt know I have had sex, and my sister says I should let her know. NO! Can we imagine that. She doesnt know anything, and I dont telll her because she approves of nothing. And she thinks Im like fucking my life over because I dont have straight A's anymore. Whatever, there are more important things, I copuld see if I was failing, but come on high B's. A high B in my house is like geez hope why donmt you just go snort some coke and get pregnant.
And then there is the whole I like you, you say you like me, but I dont believe a word coming out of your mouth right now thing.
And production week is now.
Someone shoot me in the face.