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I hate this time of year. As it really held a grip on me on Saturday. Here's a recap.
The Bad:
I don't know if it's the weather or what, but it always causes me to get into a funk. We all have demons and mine has asserted itself lately. If you saw me on Saturday you would have seen it first hand. In the past couple of years or so I have made peace with it in probably the most unusual way, but it has decided that it wants to come out and play. I'm not going to tell you what it is as it is the fundamental flaw in my psyche that I can't let anyone know about as it could be used against me. To be honest if somebody pushed that button I don't know how I would react and that scares me more than anything. All I know is is that I came about this close | | to punching Daniel in the face just because he was being more of a jackass than he normally is. Reread that last sentence as I really meant it. I shouldn't have gone out on Saturday, but I thought it might lift my spirits. It really didn't help at all. I think it made things worse. The dojo helped this week, but three nights a week isn't enough to keep it at bay for the time being. I'm kind of at a loss on what to do.
I will now stop being my sixteen year old self and use the staple remover on my hand to loosen it from my forehead.
The Good:
The only thing that kind of lifted my spirits was the entity that shall be called the DK (Drunk Karlaboo). She told me about the one time that the girls got together and talked about the hot guys they knew. She began describing about the shock on her face as she found out about my perverted streak. What came next is the moment that has now forever cemented my love for Karlaboo even though we don't hang out (you and I need to btw). I'm paraphrasing here: "I was like Little Sam's a gentleman. I always thought that you were cute, but when Krista and Keri said that you were a pervert and described what you had said to them. I never realized how (wait for it.....) HAAAAAWWWWWTTTTT you were. I mean when I got home I had to tell Jason all about it. Little Sam's a pervert and it's really HAAAAAWWWWTTTTT." She then proceeded to tell me that I need to find a good geek girl that will make me happy. I kind of rolled my eyes at that one as my bitter self is wont to do. She also mentioned that if I had met her before Jason that we probably would have dated which is now the second time that she's done that. I don't know if DK was there for that one, but it is what it is. As the night ended she then proceeded to practically dry hump me about three times. HAAAAWWWWTTTT indeed.
I will see you guys when you get back from Chattanooga except for you Keri as I will see you tomorrow after helping to finish the cardboard sled.
P.S. I still have little bit of grin after typing that paragraph. Thanks DK.
The Bad:
I don't know if it's the weather or what, but it always causes me to get into a funk. We all have demons and mine has asserted itself lately. If you saw me on Saturday you would have seen it first hand. In the past couple of years or so I have made peace with it in probably the most unusual way, but it has decided that it wants to come out and play. I'm not going to tell you what it is as it is the fundamental flaw in my psyche that I can't let anyone know about as it could be used against me. To be honest if somebody pushed that button I don't know how I would react and that scares me more than anything. All I know is is that I came about this close | | to punching Daniel in the face just because he was being more of a jackass than he normally is. Reread that last sentence as I really meant it. I shouldn't have gone out on Saturday, but I thought it might lift my spirits. It really didn't help at all. I think it made things worse. The dojo helped this week, but three nights a week isn't enough to keep it at bay for the time being. I'm kind of at a loss on what to do.
I will now stop being my sixteen year old self and use the staple remover on my hand to loosen it from my forehead.
The Good:
The only thing that kind of lifted my spirits was the entity that shall be called the DK (Drunk Karlaboo). She told me about the one time that the girls got together and talked about the hot guys they knew. She began describing about the shock on her face as she found out about my perverted streak. What came next is the moment that has now forever cemented my love for Karlaboo even though we don't hang out (you and I need to btw). I'm paraphrasing here: "I was like Little Sam's a gentleman. I always thought that you were cute, but when Krista and Keri said that you were a pervert and described what you had said to them. I never realized how (wait for it.....) HAAAAAWWWWWTTTTT you were. I mean when I got home I had to tell Jason all about it. Little Sam's a pervert and it's really HAAAAAWWWWTTTTT." She then proceeded to tell me that I need to find a good geek girl that will make me happy. I kind of rolled my eyes at that one as my bitter self is wont to do. She also mentioned that if I had met her before Jason that we probably would have dated which is now the second time that she's done that. I don't know if DK was there for that one, but it is what it is. As the night ended she then proceeded to practically dry hump me about three times. HAAAAWWWWTTTT indeed.
I will see you guys when you get back from Chattanooga except for you Keri as I will see you tomorrow after helping to finish the cardboard sled.
P.S. I still have little bit of grin after typing that paragraph. Thanks DK.