ugh.
Why do I always have existential crises when I have to write a 15 page paper?
My biggest fear is to be caught in a job that I hate that I'm ill-suited for. I'm so scared of taking the leap to create an internship in the fall even though it's something that I'm completely, and utterly passionate about. I'm afraid I'm taking the wrong turn. I'm afraid it won't be what I want it to be. I'm afraid that it won't get me a job. I'm afraid that I won't get a job. I'm even more afraid that I won't get a job that I like. I'm afraid of being stuck and no one wanting me, not because of my personality or anything innately wrong with me, but because of my skill set. That my skill set is somehow not what employers that I idolize are looking for. What if there isn't a job that I want? What if what if what if.
I am worrying about this exactly and precisely a year before I need to. Gah. Go away worry warts.
My biggest fear is to be caught in a job that I hate that I'm ill-suited for. I'm so scared of taking the leap to create an internship in the fall even though it's something that I'm completely, and utterly passionate about. I'm afraid I'm taking the wrong turn. I'm afraid it won't be what I want it to be. I'm afraid that it won't get me a job. I'm afraid that I won't get a job. I'm even more afraid that I won't get a job that I like. I'm afraid of being stuck and no one wanting me, not because of my personality or anything innately wrong with me, but because of my skill set. That my skill set is somehow not what employers that I idolize are looking for. What if there isn't a job that I want? What if what if what if.
I am worrying about this exactly and precisely a year before I need to. Gah. Go away worry warts.