For Starters!
Ok this has gone on far enough! I Need to get a few things straight here. So all read VERY carefully
ok where to start. ok i know
IT the wanker that i am not mentioning no more. He is a fucking lying cunt (sorry mike, but its the truth) and i so fed up with him! I do not want to hear about him/see him/talk to him. nothing!! I DO NOT LOVE HIM, I HAVE NO FEELINGS FOR HIM. I HAVE NOTHING. He is the one who has missed out!!
I only have the friends i see. From now one, if you dont see me, or text me or anything, im not classing you as my friend. obviously apart from mike, kay, mark, kev and leanne, you lot will always be my friends!! you cant get rid of me once you have me. lol
what else. Ok, Mark, i love him so much, i cant put into words how i feel for him, and one day i do hope to get married, have our own place, have kids and the whole lot, but IT and other things put a strain on our relationship. I just want to get it straight that i dont have eyes for anyone else. If for some strange reason me and mark do break up, i will do anything i can to get him back. I will not go back toIT, after how he left me!! Maybe if i did i stay with him i would of dumped him for mark. Mark is like a god, he makes me happy, he makes me safe, he has a cute little smile :) and he is one of a kind!! Id never leave him!
As for the job situation, i am currently still looking. I dont wanna hear from people that i aint even bothering, coz i am. Im trying so hard!
Also i wanna say sorry, just incase wanker was right, and that i might be loosing my mates, and there is ALOT of bitching about me! IM SORRY, to put things straight, me and mark wrote that post below to annoy IT, everyone knows for a FACT i wont write things like that that dirty!!! Also that is not the reason me and mark took so long to come out the other night. If i knew you all had a time limit, i would of come out and sat with you while marky got ready. So i am sorry! I would rather people tell me to my face, or leave me a comment if they dont like me or something i do! Thanks
anyways after a painful few days my back is feeling a bit better, me and mark went to Jay and Liz's on Friday night, they are lovely people :) they gave us a tour. lol
Anyways, i might have to clean dads shed out today, or have a day to do whatever, tomorrow is painting the stairs
a little update OH MY BLOODY GOD, DEAD LIKE ME IS COMING BACK ON SKY, ITS ON SCI FI, wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i love that programme, oh my god, that has lifted my mood. wooo wooo wooo woo wooo **jumps around**
Yay i feel like ive won the lottery. lmao!!!
ok where to start. ok i know
IT the wanker that i am not mentioning no more. He is a fucking lying cunt (sorry mike, but its the truth) and i so fed up with him! I do not want to hear about him/see him/talk to him. nothing!! I DO NOT LOVE HIM, I HAVE NO FEELINGS FOR HIM. I HAVE NOTHING. He is the one who has missed out!!
I only have the friends i see. From now one, if you dont see me, or text me or anything, im not classing you as my friend. obviously apart from mike, kay, mark, kev and leanne, you lot will always be my friends!! you cant get rid of me once you have me. lol
what else. Ok, Mark, i love him so much, i cant put into words how i feel for him, and one day i do hope to get married, have our own place, have kids and the whole lot, but IT and other things put a strain on our relationship. I just want to get it straight that i dont have eyes for anyone else. If for some strange reason me and mark do break up, i will do anything i can to get him back. I will not go back toIT, after how he left me!! Maybe if i did i stay with him i would of dumped him for mark. Mark is like a god, he makes me happy, he makes me safe, he has a cute little smile :) and he is one of a kind!! Id never leave him!
As for the job situation, i am currently still looking. I dont wanna hear from people that i aint even bothering, coz i am. Im trying so hard!
Also i wanna say sorry, just incase wanker was right, and that i might be loosing my mates, and there is ALOT of bitching about me! IM SORRY, to put things straight, me and mark wrote that post below to annoy IT, everyone knows for a FACT i wont write things like that that dirty!!! Also that is not the reason me and mark took so long to come out the other night. If i knew you all had a time limit, i would of come out and sat with you while marky got ready. So i am sorry! I would rather people tell me to my face, or leave me a comment if they dont like me or something i do! Thanks
anyways after a painful few days my back is feeling a bit better, me and mark went to Jay and Liz's on Friday night, they are lovely people :) they gave us a tour. lol
Anyways, i might have to clean dads shed out today, or have a day to do whatever, tomorrow is painting the stairs
a little update OH MY BLOODY GOD, DEAD LIKE ME IS COMING BACK ON SKY, ITS ON SCI FI, wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i love that programme, oh my god, that has lifted my mood. wooo wooo wooo woo wooo **jumps around**
Yay i feel like ive won the lottery. lmao!!!