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fuck me, i feel terrible. I cant go through with this. I cant go to this job like this!!!!
I honestly think i better see a doctor or sommit, this cant carry on, im normally fine with interviews and stuff. But recently i cant cope. I duno why, i just feel like killing myself so i dont go through with it. I WANT TO WORK, but i cant with my nerves like this, ill get everything wrong :( What a load of bollocks :'( i need help! I admit it, ive tried to cope, but i cant, this depression is making everyone else down around me. Why? Why me? Why the fuck now? I cant cope, hopefully after i come back from my holiday i should be refreshed and relaxed, i dont wanna be stressy, why fucking me, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck! This is a load of crap!
Stop Shaking Sam!
i wanna cry
i wanna be sick
Arg speak later people xx
I honestly think i better see a doctor or sommit, this cant carry on, im normally fine with interviews and stuff. But recently i cant cope. I duno why, i just feel like killing myself so i dont go through with it. I WANT TO WORK, but i cant with my nerves like this, ill get everything wrong :( What a load of bollocks :'( i need help! I admit it, ive tried to cope, but i cant, this depression is making everyone else down around me. Why? Why me? Why the fuck now? I cant cope, hopefully after i come back from my holiday i should be refreshed and relaxed, i dont wanna be stressy, why fucking me, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck! This is a load of crap!
Stop Shaking Sam!
i wanna cry
i wanna be sick
Arg speak later people xx