This song couldn't describe everything I am feeling and can't explain more perfectly
i'm just looking for some good advice
cause danny is so distant now
and carol's not the friend she used to be
whys this always happening to me
after school i come in through the front door
and i feel so relieved
That no one saw what I've got up my sleeve
The face I keep
Cause this is how it is
You step into the lunch room
And they don't know who you are
You sit down for your dinner
And they don't know who you are
You look into the mirror
And they don't know who you are
What's this disease
Could someone tell me how to fight it please
I like to laugh a lot it helps me forget
So I do it all the time
It takes how ugly I feel off my mind
Everyone knows what I show them
Still I feel the pressure like the tide
To split my skull and spill the swamp inside
Its getting far to difficult to hide
Be still my pride
Cause this is how it is
You step into the lunch room
And they don't know who you are
You sit down for you dinner
But they don't know who you are
You look into the mirror
And you don't know who you are
You want to have a meaning
And write it on the wall
You just want to be held and told
You're worth it after all
You want to be a perfect fire
Burning wide and tall
And to be free
Of all these terrible impurities
I'm sorry I did not mean
To take you so far inside my desires
I was only looking for advice
Cause Danny is so distant now
And Carol's not the friend she used to be
Why does everyone abandon me?