its that time

[samawamma_1]

Im tried of....
putting on an act for everyone,
pretending that im happy,
wishing you were there,
waiting for the phone calls that you never make,
being so damn unhappy,
the butterflies i still get,
knowing that i mean nothing to you,
not being able to tell you how i feel,
the way you treat me when other people are around.

But most of all im tired of wanting you and knowing ill never have you.