"...a time to live..a time to die.."
well today we had a snow day! ... well "rain day" i was sooo excited about that! we never have snow days so i was like omg! haha anyway i changed my icon ... i change it alot but i was watching "Into the Blue" today with Paul Walker in it, i like that movie, and i decided i would find one with him on it because i love him so every much. so exams are finally over thank goodness.. i hate those things. i'm ready just for regular school now instead of having to study for like 3 hours every night.. wow i hate that! so poms have been hard... i'm excited though for states! i cant wait... its gonna be fun, i hope we do really good! this weekend was good i wanted to go to a movie but i didnt... melissa came home for a 4 day weekend which was nice. haha we went to doug's hockey game on sunday at like 8:10 and after we stopped at 7/11 and omg it was sooo funny. we were like the only ones there and we got slurpees and krispy kreme doughnuts haha it was alot of fun! i love hanging with my sister, she's become one of my best friends since summer... i think we both realized that she was leaving and that we'd miss eachother alot so why bother being mean and yelling at eachother all the time. i miss her alot and i hate it when she has to leave again but... i'm glad i get to see her as much as i do. we have some good times together
ok lately it seems like my old friends are all like changing and dont like me anymore. i dont know.... its weird. like some of them are trying to be something their not. that really pisses me off when people try and be something they think is cool! its like be your own person you dont have to listen to this music to be cool and you dont have to change! it really ticks me off. i dont know what to do about it. i guess if they wanna be that way then let them. i'm not gonna pretend to be someone i'm not. but then again you dont really know who are you really.... i mean right now in your life. your growing, your changing.... i guess its ok to try out new things. whatever i'm not gonna worry i have different things i like to do and different people i like so... whatever i guess whatever happens...happens.