i still love you&i miss you terribly
Don't you hate when you feel something is going to perfectly and that everything is fine and nothing can change that? Then the next thing you know one thing wrong turns into a million things wrong. then what you thought was so perfect is gone. The boy you loved and who loved you back feelings changed over a big fight, then trys to blame everything on you and you just take it because you would do anything to fix it. Then all you can think about is how much you miss then and all the memories. yours friends tell you everythings fine and you deserve better, but in your heart you know you still love him and would do anything to have your relationship back again. Even if they did cheat on you, somehow you manage to not really get that mad, and forgive them. It hurts watching them walk with others and having that smile on there face and do things that you two used to do. When you know everything they said was lies. All the fights, the lies, the words that hurt, the moments when you just wanted to hate them. but despite all that you cared about them so much and loved them and would forgive them because you two knew things could work out. and you two would always work it out and act as if nothing had ever happpened. It hurts knowing that they have gotten over all that. All the wonderful times you too had together, the songs yyou said where about each other, and the late night calls, the phone calls that ran the bills up when you were away, the sweet things you did for each other, and the cute things you two would do. Then the promised broke, the things started changing. all due to one girl. you admited it yourself, what you never knew was that she didnt really like you, she used you. Yes i wish i could say i willl erase that time out of my life, but no that would be a lie, i will always remember it i will just get over it. And now im glad you say you have found the girl of your dreams. what i used to be. Well at least you are the happy one out of this. and i am the one that covers it all up everytime i see your face, when really i want to go up to you and say that was all just a bad dream.