Jul 15, 2010 22:49
This is one of those things that wise people just do not do. But...I don't know many wise people. How do you not peek into your ex's life when you have a chance? Especially if it's been nearly two years since you heard anything about him. IT WAS SOOOOO WEIRD> seeing all the pictures of he and his new gf doing everything we used to do. Loomis Chinese, Dillon's Beach, San Fransisco Giant's games, hiking around behind his house, playing with his dog, sitting on his mom's couch, his mom's kitchen, his mom's birthday cake (the special one with the ice cream and the cookies all around it). I miss that family so badly. They were like my own. I feel jealous...but not of Dustin. I'm actually really happy that he found someone he seems to like. I hope he is treating her well (although from my stalking it seems as he is not doing his best). He seems EXACTLY the same. He looks the same, dresses the same, leans on the couch the same, makes the same dorky faces. Still lives with his mom and dad. I found out his sister Trisha is pregnant. She is due July 27th. I saw pics of his sisters and I misssssss them! The new gf wrote all over his mom's wall how much she loves her. That's sweet, but that made me jealous. I am so dumb. hahah.
On the flip side, I have the greatest man in the world. I felt so lucky as I was stalking the ex that I am where I am now, with Jose. I know I am where I am meant to be and the world is right:)