an update
I was upset with my parents tonight, again. Didnt cut. Felt like cutting, but didnt. School has started. I often feel lonely, its hard to make friends as a senior. I'm excited about Grad school and really hoping for NYC. I'm currently watching Freedomland, so I am not able to focus entirely on writing. This is the first time in a while I have sat down and watched a movie. So far its intense. The lady on the movie looks like a blonde version of nickel's mom. I had a good convo with my lil brother tonight. I explained to him how I feel about myself and mom and dad and why I am relieved to be started counseling on Friday. I love my classes so far. 3 out of 4 anyways. Maybe it will be a good semester:) I'm going to be a jumper. I am thrilled about the future.