bad LJer
Sorry that I've sucked at this lately. I have lots of excuses, but who cares, I'm writing now. A lot but not a lot has been going on. I have been keeping busy. I watched all of Alias season 1 over break and I am dying to get started on season 2. I have to buy it first, which means i need a job. ugh, job searching sucks. I applied some places online, but so far no news. Dustin and I haven't been doing as well as in the past. We're doing good all except for the spiritual aspect, which is the most important to us. Sometimes I just really feel like even though I don't want to maybe we should take a break. I am a spiritual mess and am really struggling. I know some of you might not understand that. But when that part of me is out of wack I'm a mess. I have been crappy and cranky lately too. I miss you all. I go back down to Biola on Thursday. My dad is going to drive with me. I'm excited but dreading it at the same time. I have high expectations. Maybe it will really rock and I will get everything together this semester and start growing up (which I have decided I need to do). I want to wake up earlier, get a job, and become more independent from my parents $. It needs to happen sooner or later, it might as well be sooner. I went and visited nickel on saturday! That was really fun. She is in the perfect little college world. I think Berkel is a perfect fit for nickel. well i miss you all and jake made me remember june today. It was nice living near you all. all righty. talk later!