hey do you recognize this? Its me ljing!
Wow, i feel so foreign to LJ. But reading over them I realize I love them b/c it makes me closer to you guys. This week has been a big up and down weekend. I have been getting a lot of homework done. I am going home this weekend. driving with two other girls. it'll be fun. But i wanted to do all my hw before i go so i can be free while im there to have all the fun in the world. I dont know if ill be able to kss dustin cuz i might have mono. i dont think i do, but my friend laura got it and we shared a drink. So blah. that would suck. Dustin has been frusterating me this week. He just always wants to talk. This is a good thing, but he doesnt; understand that sometimes i just cant spend an hour talking about nothing. And then he complains when he calls and i dont pick up and i felt like he was trying to make me feel guilty. He wrote me a poem and said in it that he wants to marry me. Which is cool, but i dont want to put to much faith into that. saturday I didnt have my meds and i felt icky and cried a lot. I got really depressed due to the lack of seratonin. I had my first psych test today and I think I did okay. We made cheesecake the other night...mmmmmm! Our brother room is awesome. they invited us to their GYRAD (Get your roomate a date) but I cant go cuz Ill be gone this weekend. Its otay though cuz i'll be with my famil, kittie cat, and my man. Fun stuff. I love you all. Nickel I cant wait to see you soon! and all the rest of you, lets hang out soon.