shortcoming.
i dont know. well i do. i believe its because i was left out. not on purpose..it wasnt their fault. but because of it..im hating myself even more and more. i dont really want to talk to anyone about it because i know its annoying. im always complaining about my life being imperfect. when i know that there are thousands of people having it BAD. because of it..i feel as if im pushing myself away from him. i know i am. im choosing to stay as far away from him as possible. so that i dont have to hear about all their great times with him without me. i actually became angry with him because of the fact. i felt as if he was making me choose. i couldn't.