Sep 24, 2004 00:10
I am up late. I took a long nap today.
I haven't had the best day!.. For one, Jordan isn't coming home tomorrow. His Dad said he wouldn't bring him home until next week. So that really ticked me off. Then, the evening got even worse. I am having this little problem with a situation that I don't know how to handle. It has been bothering me for a while now, and I have tried to just kinda let it go and let it work out how it is supposed to. But, It is getting worse. It involves a friend. And, I am afraid if I say something, it will just make it even more worse. But, I'm not the only one that it is bothering, and since I am the oldest I should step up and say something, but I don't want it to hurt anyone. So, I have no clue what to do. I wish everyone could just get along. It would be a lot easier though, if people would just learn when to shut their mouth, and not make comments when they aren't needed...
But anyways, I am learning more and more everyday who my true friends are. And at this point, I'm starting to believe I don't have one true friend. Which is REALLY sad, and I don't mean for me. B/c I'm the type of person that tries to get a long with everyone, and I usually can. (Unless you really just do me wrong) I have friends, but wait a minute... If someone acts like your friend to your face, and then talks about you behind your back. Is that a friend? Well, if that is the case, I don't think many people have a whole lot of friends. From Pound anyways.... And another thing, I am a very happy person, I would laugh at a wall... but it amazes me how ONE person that has a stinky attitude and acts like they are pissed off at the world can make you feel so crappy...!! Gah, I just don't get it. I try to be so nice to them too, and I even let them get by with talking about me and my family. Shew... I just dunno what to do about this. Maybe I will figure something out.
Well, I guess I have whined ENOUGH. I'm going to go call Jordan and whine to him. His motto is kick butt.. lol...
Nite Everyone!