Everything Starts Where It Ends (Chapter 3)
Kyuhyun's POV
You left me Kyu, like how everyone else did. Someday, everyone else will leave you too,Kyu
You left me....
I couldn't help but remember what Donghae said to me when we were still friends. I could not tell this to anyone.
I'm not sure if it hurts because it was harsh, or because he was right.There was one thing that people don't know about Donghae. I'm not sure if I was the right person to tell his story,though.
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When Eunhyuk didn't come back after half an hour, Sungmin started to get worried.
We tried calling his phone but it was turned off. So the both of us packed up our stuffs and decided to look for Eunhyuk.
We went to the male toilet, since that was where Eunhyuk said he was going. I tried to open the door, but it was locked. Sungmin frowned.
Fearing that something bad had happened, I began knocked the door a bit too hard, trying to get the other person at the other side of the room. When I got ignored, my knocking got louder as I threatened to break down the door if he wasn't going to open it.
"WHAT DO YOU WANT?!" A voice shouted back at me, clearly annoyed.
"Kang..kangin hyung?" I weakly asked, clearly wasn't expecting that guy at the other side of the room.
"No, it's santa claus! Do you want candy canes? Well DUH of course it's Kangin"
I was about to reply with something as witty when Sungmin decided to cut me,
"Have you seen Eunhyuk, hyung...?"
"Lee Hyukjae? Is he the boy with a gummy smile? Well yeah,he was here but he left with Lee Donghae about ten minutes ago...ahh mpf stop doing that baby..." This time, someone else replied.
We quickly thanked them and walked away, obviously not wanting to continue with the akward conversation.
Someday, everyone else will leave you too,Kyu
Someday, everyone else will leave you too,Kyu
The same thoughts keep replaying over and over in my head. I didn't even realise that I was tearing until I felt someone shaking my shoulders so hard I wonder why it didn't fall off. I looked down, only to see Sungmin with a very worried look on his face. I sighed .
"Do everyone hate me,Sungmin? Do you think they will leave me...Will you leave me..?"
"Er no? why would anyone do that?Of course i won't leave you, we're friends..."
"Because I'm nobody. I'm not cool,or smart. I think one day people would just leave me because they'll be bored of me. Sometimes I'm jealous of you,you know. You're so adorable, everyone loves you. I mean who wouldn't right? You can bake, you are smart, you're so sociable, you look damn sexy when you play soccer,you have a nice ass..."
I covered my mouth after realising what i just said and ran towards the nearest exit, leaving a rather flushed Sungmin behind
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Eunhyuk's POV
I opened my eyes. How long had I been sleeping? Looking at the window to my left, I could clearly see the full moon.I sighed. I must have slept that long.
Wait, I didn't actually have a window in my room. I immediately sat up. I groaned when I felt a sting in my head.
"oh finally sleeping beauty woke up. had a nice sleep, princess? of course you did. you slept for six freaking hours. NOW GET OUT OF MY BED" as i felt a hand grabbing my wrist and myself being yanked to the floor.
my bed?
Oh no , I was in Donghae's bed?! I gasped. I looked down.Phew, i was wearing something, a blue pajamas with little cows on it.
Wait what? the last time i checked i was wearing uniform, I thought , frowning.
As if reading my mind,
"You sure have a hot body for a sixteen year old guy.You should go tanning some day though, it's wayyyy to pale.Anyway switch off the lights please. Unlike you, I haven't been hogging someone else's bed for freaking six hours straight. Are you even human?" Donghae stated while throwing some pillows and blankets at my direction.
I frowned even more. How did I end up here? Wait, did I even want to know?
"Er.. then what about me? Am i supposed to sleep on the floor?"
After a few minutes of no answer, I looked up to the bed to see Donghae sleeping peacefully. This boy was perfect even when he slept. His face was literally glowing,even in the dark.He looked so peaceful, so beautiful , so carefree.He was so beautiful in his sleep, part of me wished he never needed to wake up anymore.
I finally tore my gaze away from Donghae,as I set up a place for me to sleep,with the blankets.
~~
I was looking up at the sky, as it was pouring heavily. I opened my mouth wide, trying to collect every single drop of strawberry milk that dropped from the sky. I was so happy. It was raining strawberry milk today! I felt overjoyed. People used to laugh at me when I told them that it would rain strawberry milk one day. Now it was so obvious that it's true. Even the gods can't resist strawberry milk~
I didn't mind that my uniform was soaked in strawberry milk, I like the smell of it. I ran around in circles, trying to collect more of the sweet liquid in my mouth. Suddenly I heard a scream.
I ignored it. There were other more interesting things to care about, like the taste in my mouth.
The screaming didn't stop, it got louder, more desperate.It started to come closer, and closer, until I hear it practically beside my ears.
I jolted up from my sleep. Only to see a screaming Donghae on the bed, shaking uncontrollably.
"No don't leave me, I promise I'll do better.. NO no don't ..please" came insistent cries from him.
I kicked the blanket away from me and instinctively moved to the bed. I tried to wake him up. But he was still screaming,and shaking. Desperate, I wrapped my arms around him, trying to stop him from shaking at least.He struggled a bit before relaxing.
I looked down at Donghae. His face was covered with tears but his eyes were still shut so i assumed he was already asleep. It was a painful sight to see him so weak, so hurt. So vulnerable.If only I could make his pain go away...
When I felt that his breathing was back to normal, I started to unwrap my arms around him. I was going to go back to the floor, when I felt something pulling my sleeve. I turned around, only to find myself staring at a very awake Donghae.
"Don't go..." He patted at the space beside him
I felt like i was in no position to argue, so i just nodded and shuffled beside him. As soon as i got on the bed, Donghae clung onto me like a little koala bear.A very excited koala bear as he started to giggle.
Man his mood swings were really getting to me.
He took one of my hands and placed something in it.
"Promise me,if anything happens,you won't ever leave me,no matter what"He said as I stared at the red straw heart in my palm
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sorry if this was rather sucky, i'm like in a half asleep mode):
You left me Kyu, like how everyone else did. Someday, everyone else will leave you too,Kyu
You left me....
I couldn't help but remember what Donghae said to me when we were still friends. I could not tell this to anyone.
I'm not sure if it hurts because it was harsh, or because he was right.There was one thing that people don't know about Donghae. I'm not sure if I was the right person to tell his story,though.
~~
When Eunhyuk didn't come back after half an hour, Sungmin started to get worried.
We tried calling his phone but it was turned off. So the both of us packed up our stuffs and decided to look for Eunhyuk.
We went to the male toilet, since that was where Eunhyuk said he was going. I tried to open the door, but it was locked. Sungmin frowned.
Fearing that something bad had happened, I began knocked the door a bit too hard, trying to get the other person at the other side of the room. When I got ignored, my knocking got louder as I threatened to break down the door if he wasn't going to open it.
"WHAT DO YOU WANT?!" A voice shouted back at me, clearly annoyed.
"Kang..kangin hyung?" I weakly asked, clearly wasn't expecting that guy at the other side of the room.
"No, it's santa claus! Do you want candy canes? Well DUH of course it's Kangin"
I was about to reply with something as witty when Sungmin decided to cut me,
"Have you seen Eunhyuk, hyung...?"
"Lee Hyukjae? Is he the boy with a gummy smile? Well yeah,he was here but he left with Lee Donghae about ten minutes ago...ahh mpf stop doing that baby..." This time, someone else replied.
We quickly thanked them and walked away, obviously not wanting to continue with the akward conversation.
Someday, everyone else will leave you too,Kyu
Someday, everyone else will leave you too,Kyu
The same thoughts keep replaying over and over in my head. I didn't even realise that I was tearing until I felt someone shaking my shoulders so hard I wonder why it didn't fall off. I looked down, only to see Sungmin with a very worried look on his face. I sighed .
"Do everyone hate me,Sungmin? Do you think they will leave me...Will you leave me..?"
"Er no? why would anyone do that?Of course i won't leave you, we're friends..."
"Because I'm nobody. I'm not cool,or smart. I think one day people would just leave me because they'll be bored of me. Sometimes I'm jealous of you,you know. You're so adorable, everyone loves you. I mean who wouldn't right? You can bake, you are smart, you're so sociable, you look damn sexy when you play soccer,you have a nice ass..."
I covered my mouth after realising what i just said and ran towards the nearest exit, leaving a rather flushed Sungmin behind
~~
Eunhyuk's POV
I opened my eyes. How long had I been sleeping? Looking at the window to my left, I could clearly see the full moon.I sighed. I must have slept that long.
Wait, I didn't actually have a window in my room. I immediately sat up. I groaned when I felt a sting in my head.
"oh finally sleeping beauty woke up. had a nice sleep, princess? of course you did. you slept for six freaking hours. NOW GET OUT OF MY BED" as i felt a hand grabbing my wrist and myself being yanked to the floor.
my bed?
Oh no , I was in Donghae's bed?! I gasped. I looked down.Phew, i was wearing something, a blue pajamas with little cows on it.
Wait what? the last time i checked i was wearing uniform, I thought , frowning.
As if reading my mind,
"You sure have a hot body for a sixteen year old guy.You should go tanning some day though, it's wayyyy to pale.Anyway switch off the lights please. Unlike you, I haven't been hogging someone else's bed for freaking six hours straight. Are you even human?" Donghae stated while throwing some pillows and blankets at my direction.
I frowned even more. How did I end up here? Wait, did I even want to know?
"Er.. then what about me? Am i supposed to sleep on the floor?"
After a few minutes of no answer, I looked up to the bed to see Donghae sleeping peacefully. This boy was perfect even when he slept. His face was literally glowing,even in the dark.He looked so peaceful, so beautiful , so carefree.He was so beautiful in his sleep, part of me wished he never needed to wake up anymore.
I finally tore my gaze away from Donghae,as I set up a place for me to sleep,with the blankets.
~~
I was looking up at the sky, as it was pouring heavily. I opened my mouth wide, trying to collect every single drop of strawberry milk that dropped from the sky. I was so happy. It was raining strawberry milk today! I felt overjoyed. People used to laugh at me when I told them that it would rain strawberry milk one day. Now it was so obvious that it's true. Even the gods can't resist strawberry milk~
I didn't mind that my uniform was soaked in strawberry milk, I like the smell of it. I ran around in circles, trying to collect more of the sweet liquid in my mouth. Suddenly I heard a scream.
I ignored it. There were other more interesting things to care about, like the taste in my mouth.
The screaming didn't stop, it got louder, more desperate.It started to come closer, and closer, until I hear it practically beside my ears.
I jolted up from my sleep. Only to see a screaming Donghae on the bed, shaking uncontrollably.
"No don't leave me, I promise I'll do better.. NO no don't ..please" came insistent cries from him.
I kicked the blanket away from me and instinctively moved to the bed. I tried to wake him up. But he was still screaming,and shaking. Desperate, I wrapped my arms around him, trying to stop him from shaking at least.He struggled a bit before relaxing.
I looked down at Donghae. His face was covered with tears but his eyes were still shut so i assumed he was already asleep. It was a painful sight to see him so weak, so hurt. So vulnerable.If only I could make his pain go away...
When I felt that his breathing was back to normal, I started to unwrap my arms around him. I was going to go back to the floor, when I felt something pulling my sleeve. I turned around, only to find myself staring at a very awake Donghae.
"Don't go..." He patted at the space beside him
I felt like i was in no position to argue, so i just nodded and shuffled beside him. As soon as i got on the bed, Donghae clung onto me like a little koala bear.A very excited koala bear as he started to giggle.
Man his mood swings were really getting to me.
He took one of my hands and placed something in it.
"Promise me,if anything happens,you won't ever leave me,no matter what"He said as I stared at the red straw heart in my palm
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sorry if this was rather sucky, i'm like in a half asleep mode):