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God. I wanted to post this later but my heart wants me to post it now.
I just read the saddest ending to a fic ever. I mean, not like "Oh that's sad maybe I'll shed a few tears" No. I'm talking about "My heart his broken" type sadness. This story touched my soul. And the ending...made my heart break. It's like Titanic but much much worse. And it's...I mean, I was in the library and I had to outside into my car and sob for a good few minutes. I feel terrible. It's like, this empathy for this story, like it's feelings and emotions are digging into me.
I want to read it again but at the same time I don't because I think if I do I'll never stop crying. Yeah, I know it's just a story but somehow it's almost real. Nothing written has ever touched me in this way. It's just...too painful, too sad, too...real. And it's heartbreaking.
It's beautiful.
I want to write a comment to the authors but I have no idea where to begin, and praise doesn't seem like enough in this case.
Anyway, you can read the ending here, in the last chapter. Even if you don't like/have nothing to do with this fandom, it's worth it. It's especially really touching if you read the all the previous chapters before and then when you read the end...Crap I'm crying again.
Right now I'm doing my best to forget about it. Forget I ever read it. It's just too painful.