Hmmm, ermm...yeh?
Ok well today was another off day for me, i went to school (obviously) and sat through english, i felt kinda sick in english though, and my head hurt like bitch!, but i got over it. But school seems to be changing, i feel so many people really don't give a fuck about me, its strange. Anyways after civics, i went to media arts and started to draw the CN tower for our next project(its suppose to be some kind of structual building.) So i spent most of ther period arguing with a grade 9 whos in a grade 10 media arts class????, yeh im the one who got stuck with her, i have to sorta give her support because shes "the only grade 9" in the class. Its not my fucking problem! So yeh, im stuck giving a grade 9 support.
Anyways at lunch me Sam Scott and Brittney went and sat in the corner, and then sam and scott sorta started beating up eachother (not sure how to explain it). But anyways after that i went to english class, which i have with Scott, and now we are seperated....well he sits in front of me, but hes not beside me ne more :(, stupid seating plan!, and near the end of the class, me and him went to the back of the class and sat in the oposite corner of where we use to sit, and the teacher really didnt seem to notice. It really sucks that i dont sit beside Scott anymore, i love Scott!! he's awsome, i could never ask for a better frien, just my mind lately makes me feel like i annoy him, i hate my stupid fucking mind!
Wow i seem to be swaring alot.
Any ways after english, i went to science, which i have with Sam, she drew all period and i did stupid balancing of chemical equations. and after that class i came home, fell asleep till 5, then went on my computer and thought about stupid things, just like always, oh well. One good thing isi was talking to Scott, and he actually listens to me, i love scott so much, he is an awsome friend!!!!, just sometimes i feel that im not a great friend, i make no effort to make plans with ne one, its kinda sad. Its just alot of the time i feel scared to leave the house. Grrrr i hate being the way i am, i hate being me!, oh well there shit all i can do about it so i guess i just have to live with it. Sometimes i just dont think im cut out for this life i live, i mean i feel like a failure. OH well
Hmm well im gonig to shut the fuck up now, Cya
Anyways at lunch me Sam Scott and Brittney went and sat in the corner, and then sam and scott sorta started beating up eachother (not sure how to explain it). But anyways after that i went to english class, which i have with Scott, and now we are seperated....well he sits in front of me, but hes not beside me ne more :(, stupid seating plan!, and near the end of the class, me and him went to the back of the class and sat in the oposite corner of where we use to sit, and the teacher really didnt seem to notice. It really sucks that i dont sit beside Scott anymore, i love Scott!! he's awsome, i could never ask for a better frien, just my mind lately makes me feel like i annoy him, i hate my stupid fucking mind!
Wow i seem to be swaring alot.
Any ways after english, i went to science, which i have with Sam, she drew all period and i did stupid balancing of chemical equations. and after that class i came home, fell asleep till 5, then went on my computer and thought about stupid things, just like always, oh well. One good thing isi was talking to Scott, and he actually listens to me, i love scott so much, he is an awsome friend!!!!, just sometimes i feel that im not a great friend, i make no effort to make plans with ne one, its kinda sad. Its just alot of the time i feel scared to leave the house. Grrrr i hate being the way i am, i hate being me!, oh well there shit all i can do about it so i guess i just have to live with it. Sometimes i just dont think im cut out for this life i live, i mean i feel like a failure. OH well
Hmm well im gonig to shut the fuck up now, Cya