Aug 18, 2005 20:45
Greetings from Boone, North Carolina!
Lol, so everything is going pretty smoothly so far. I spent the day with Ashley's parents while Ashley was at orientation. We went to her apartment and unloaded everything. I must say, her apartment is really cute. I can only hope I have a nice pad like that in WHYoming.
It's slowly becomming a reality that I have to leave my best friend out here all alone in 3 days. I'm really worried about it, she's my everything and I'm scared to invision life without her but it's something I have to do. I have to try and not be selfish, and keep reminding myself that she is making her dreams come true and I would never want to stand in the way of that.
A part of me wishes I could stay with her and always be there when she needed me, but then I realize that change is all apart of life, and I know one day in the future we'll be together again. I just have to work on making it to that day. It's just hard imagining a day going by without that beautiful smile of hers :( It has a way of making it ALL seem better.
But anyways, (before I start to cry) tomorrow is another eventful day. Ash has orientation again and we have tons of stuff to do after. Tonight is our last night in the hotel. We get to stay in her apartment for the remainder of the trip :)
This whole trip makes me really really excited to get to WHYoming. I'm so excited to start my own life, and be close to the love of my life. Regardless of what anyone has to say, I really have a good feeling about this move. And if I have to do it with no support and no help, then so be it.
But my momma should be calling soon, so I should end this.
I miss everyone!
:)
Tata.