Aug 30, 2005 16:01
Fate's probably sitting on it's fat ass, amused beyond all Hell by all this.....
Can anyone PLEASE tell me what the FUCKING HELL is wrong with the world today?! Why do you either have to be 50-some years old and have GOD KNOWS how many years experience or you have to have a college degree to get ANY KIND of job anymore?! WHAT DOES A FUCKING DEGREE HAVE TO DO WITH HELPING PEOPLE AND THEIR PETS?! How can an EDUCATION matter more than someone's personality?! TELL ME! PLEASE! I'd REALLY love to know!
Sometimes, I blame my parents. Why the HELL couldn't they be like any other family's parents, who save up for their kids to go to college. But no. I have the pricks who decide instead of helping their kids through school, they're going to buy a 48" big screen tv and a popcorn machine so they can pop popcorn while they watch movies on that fucking big screen. Or they buy a cappachino machine and a smoothie machine and a FUCKING HOT AIRBALLOON! Do you even KNOW how much $5,000 can pay for when it comes to a little community college?! That probably would have paid my way through all four years!
Or you know, maybe it's just something that's wrong with me. Y'know? Between the shit I've dealt with so far in my life, I'm tired of being a mediator or a negotiator. I'm tired of trying fruitlessly to make myself happy for nothing. Austin's the only one reason right now that I haven't sold off all my things and fucking moving away to some bigger city.... who knows? With all the jobs I've applied for, maybe I'd find a job there I like and someone in the field who will pity me enough to give me a job. I'm just so sick and tired of the world anymore...... Well, guess what. I jsut don't care anymore. I jsut don't care.