What a Strange Day...
Can't really explain how I feel. I'm kind of sad now, yet I'm strong. I haven't cried in 24 hours and...I'm not about to now.
is that okay?
To be over something I cared about soooo much...soo quickly? is that alright?
I have no choice right now. I have finals and my two jobs to focus on, I have to be strong. I dont have the down time in my life to sit and cry in my room. But...I kind of wonder if I would even do that if I did have the time. I did love vincent. I do love vincent. But what he did was deceptive and wrong.
and I cant validate such behavior with my undying love...can i? So he wants to start fresh in florida.
i cant believe he talked about dating already. Dating when he gets down there. Jesus did I mean anything? I guess not. Once again it was all a mirage. something I thought I saw..thought I could touch, but it turns out...It was so fake.
here's some advice, when dating someone; make sure this person can tell you about their feelings...otherwise they will always be hiding something. They won't tell you just how they feel, and you will be deceived.
fuck this
Boova. I fucking miss you.
Jef. I love you for always being there for me.
Kel. Your voice and advice keeps me calm at night.
Jeneral. You were so quick to offer a shoulder..
Jesus guys, I love you so much. And if I cry at all today; its because I'm so lucky to have you. I've said it before but I'll say it again; I couldn't live without you all.
is that okay?
To be over something I cared about soooo much...soo quickly? is that alright?
I have no choice right now. I have finals and my two jobs to focus on, I have to be strong. I dont have the down time in my life to sit and cry in my room. But...I kind of wonder if I would even do that if I did have the time. I did love vincent. I do love vincent. But what he did was deceptive and wrong.
and I cant validate such behavior with my undying love...can i? So he wants to start fresh in florida.
i cant believe he talked about dating already. Dating when he gets down there. Jesus did I mean anything? I guess not. Once again it was all a mirage. something I thought I saw..thought I could touch, but it turns out...It was so fake.
here's some advice, when dating someone; make sure this person can tell you about their feelings...otherwise they will always be hiding something. They won't tell you just how they feel, and you will be deceived.
fuck this
Boova. I fucking miss you.
Jef. I love you for always being there for me.
Kel. Your voice and advice keeps me calm at night.
Jeneral. You were so quick to offer a shoulder..
Jesus guys, I love you so much. And if I cry at all today; its because I'm so lucky to have you. I've said it before but I'll say it again; I couldn't live without you all.