*snaps fingers*
goddamn, gotta be up so early tomorrow to teach this damned hunter safety class. fuckin hicks. why shouldn't i let them kill themselves in the woods?
i miss boova
claire was home for a couple of days, that was fun; so great to see her again. i have mon-fri off next week...so definitly goin to annapolis with claire and alec, and i think her other brother too...hmm, dont know. yes a grand hendon road trip; seeing as though nobody else wants to do something like a camping trip or what not. its all good. i'll recap the summer; some other journal, dont much feel like doin it now. it just sucks how i have to be "doing something" from 7am to 10pm. and THEN somehow find time (and energy) for matt (gap guy)
wicked torn
hate this feeling.
i'm in wayy too deep over my head on this one.
when you meet someone..that has so much in common with you, but..its just wayy too complicated. then you meet someone else who really really thinks yer somethin..but then you wonder.
sliding doors
one side opens
one side SHUTS.
and i dont like that idea.
for the first time i dont even know what i'm feeling. all i know is..i feel like an asshole. a dickass who just tramples on people's hearts. cant help..but feel that way. either way someone gets hurt..and so do i. *sigh* ionno.
i taught my dog to say "fuck you" its wicked funny
been playing spyro the past 3 days...gonna beat it tomorrow. sad excuse for a kid's game.
gotta make 20....TWENTY fuckin cd's for my brother, mike when he comes home in ELEVEN DAYS. not happy. one bit. boova'll beat him up. sllllllooooow punch.
today. i got out of bed at 1:30. PM. cuz i was out till 3:30....AM. gotta stop that. gotta stop stayin up so late, school starts wicked soon. UGHHH that fuckin reminds me (and stresses me out) i have so much to do to get BACK into fuckin school. i'm so demotivated.
where is my muse?!
I found out..I have a great uncle (named Cosmo) who was gay...and being that i'm not related to my family by blood, i can rationally say "goddamn he was hot."
and i been wonderin a lot lately. like...what was it like for him...life in general. I've wanted to talk to him, really bad. But i dont think (suprisingly) i have a spell for that. ionno, i'm not that good at magic, i'm no angela caccomo.
only used when necessary. thats what i say.
i should brush up on the basics though. oh well
night night
i miss boova
claire was home for a couple of days, that was fun; so great to see her again. i have mon-fri off next week...so definitly goin to annapolis with claire and alec, and i think her other brother too...hmm, dont know. yes a grand hendon road trip; seeing as though nobody else wants to do something like a camping trip or what not. its all good. i'll recap the summer; some other journal, dont much feel like doin it now. it just sucks how i have to be "doing something" from 7am to 10pm. and THEN somehow find time (and energy) for matt (gap guy)
wicked torn
hate this feeling.
i'm in wayy too deep over my head on this one.
when you meet someone..that has so much in common with you, but..its just wayy too complicated. then you meet someone else who really really thinks yer somethin..but then you wonder.
sliding doors
one side opens
one side SHUTS.
and i dont like that idea.
for the first time i dont even know what i'm feeling. all i know is..i feel like an asshole. a dickass who just tramples on people's hearts. cant help..but feel that way. either way someone gets hurt..and so do i. *sigh* ionno.
i taught my dog to say "fuck you" its wicked funny
been playing spyro the past 3 days...gonna beat it tomorrow. sad excuse for a kid's game.
gotta make 20....TWENTY fuckin cd's for my brother, mike when he comes home in ELEVEN DAYS. not happy. one bit. boova'll beat him up. sllllllooooow punch.
today. i got out of bed at 1:30. PM. cuz i was out till 3:30....AM. gotta stop that. gotta stop stayin up so late, school starts wicked soon. UGHHH that fuckin reminds me (and stresses me out) i have so much to do to get BACK into fuckin school. i'm so demotivated.
where is my muse?!
I found out..I have a great uncle (named Cosmo) who was gay...and being that i'm not related to my family by blood, i can rationally say "goddamn he was hot."
and i been wonderin a lot lately. like...what was it like for him...life in general. I've wanted to talk to him, really bad. But i dont think (suprisingly) i have a spell for that. ionno, i'm not that good at magic, i'm no angela caccomo.
only used when necessary. thats what i say.
i should brush up on the basics though. oh well
night night