Yet another sleepless night
There's a point and time where I know i shouldn't go to sleep. usually 11:30 midnight....but only if i have to work in the morning. cuz if i stay up past that time..i'll NEVER get up in the morning and i'll be late for work. Last time this happened i slept an HOUR into my shift. so bad. so fuckin bad! in fact; i got written up for it! arg!
Hangin out with friends..is like a horrible addiction sometimes..the night just isnt a night unless i go out and do something..it was never like this and i dont know how it started. but i dont remember the last time i went to bed before midnight. its rather depressing how my sleep cycle is so fucked...mainly because i fear the risk of missing out on memorable moments...and spenting every waking moment doing something fun and crazy.
I suppose its because everyone has such crazy schedules...how people work during the day most of the time...therefore, we only come out at night.
Tonight I just grew more and more exhausted; financially, physically, and mentally. and i know this is crazy for ME to say..but..i'm beginning to detest Barnie's. i suppose its cuz its the same ol' thing. nothing changes...nothing has become more exciting. its like..i'm at a standstill there and i HATE that. its what happened to me when i quit wegmans. that and its a worthless, soulless company.
There's this German restaurant (yes adrienne, GERMAN!!) named Webers thats right around the corner from my house..it'd be interesting to see if i could get a server position there, and cut my hours at barnie's to like...one day a week. (heh, not like i have to worry about cutting my hours at bath 'n' body)
as i write this...i'm growing more and more exhausted. sleep...must...s..l.ee...p..NO i musn't. cuz if i do...i'll wake up at 10 or so..when i have to work at 8:30..
and no alarm clock will save my poor, pitiful soul either.
Made the final Concerto of Fantasy volume tonight. its wicked good. a lot of stuff from Vagrant Story, Final Fantasy Tactics, Kingdom Hearts, and Final Fantasy X-2. good stuff..well
i'll end this here..i gotta go find something to do. to keep....m...e....a..wa...k..........
Hangin out with friends..is like a horrible addiction sometimes..the night just isnt a night unless i go out and do something..it was never like this and i dont know how it started. but i dont remember the last time i went to bed before midnight. its rather depressing how my sleep cycle is so fucked...mainly because i fear the risk of missing out on memorable moments...and spenting every waking moment doing something fun and crazy.
I suppose its because everyone has such crazy schedules...how people work during the day most of the time...therefore, we only come out at night.
Tonight I just grew more and more exhausted; financially, physically, and mentally. and i know this is crazy for ME to say..but..i'm beginning to detest Barnie's. i suppose its cuz its the same ol' thing. nothing changes...nothing has become more exciting. its like..i'm at a standstill there and i HATE that. its what happened to me when i quit wegmans. that and its a worthless, soulless company.
There's this German restaurant (yes adrienne, GERMAN!!) named Webers thats right around the corner from my house..it'd be interesting to see if i could get a server position there, and cut my hours at barnie's to like...one day a week. (heh, not like i have to worry about cutting my hours at bath 'n' body)
as i write this...i'm growing more and more exhausted. sleep...must...s..l.ee...p..NO i musn't. cuz if i do...i'll wake up at 10 or so..when i have to work at 8:30..
and no alarm clock will save my poor, pitiful soul either.
Made the final Concerto of Fantasy volume tonight. its wicked good. a lot of stuff from Vagrant Story, Final Fantasy Tactics, Kingdom Hearts, and Final Fantasy X-2. good stuff..well
i'll end this here..i gotta go find something to do. to keep....m...e....a..wa...k..........