i'm feeling better
i'm feeling so much better now.
(i hope that reflected in my actions today.)
anyway
*pauses for dramatic effect*
DADDY IS COMING HOME TODAY!!
he will make all things right.
with regard to my previous post, pls note
I AM TALIKING ABOUT MY FAMILY.
had some calls from friends who thought i had prob in sch.
well not really serious prob though...
other than my grades suck and are lower than the lowest pit in hell
yes.
i have been pretty much angry the whole past week due to my idiot brother stirring up trouble again!!
i swear he either smokes or is into drugs or is hooked on lan games or something
fuck
he makes my life hell lar
has he ever thought of all the trouble i go through just so that things don't get too blown up and my dad and his teachers won't disown him and kick him out of school.
why can't he fucking listen to me.
i do so much and all you tell me is ' fuck off bitch'
thanks man
i just so needed that after my syf silver (which is another story that i will not tell)
even that i tolerated.
FUCK
as if i am not tied up in school already.
FUCK FUCK FUCK
i stop buying things for myself just so you have enough to eat for lunch and break
and i get SCOLDED for doing that
FUCK
now his exams are over, and its my fucking studying time, and yet i still have to watch out for him!!
i'm so fucking tired of everything
i wish that i was either dead or i'll shoot him dead just so that he won't harm anybody else.
FUCK
at least today daddy is coming back
he will make things alright
hopefully
ps. sorry to all school peeps. i was and am and might continue to be short with you guys, and get fired up easily. apologies in advance. and pray for me yeah! i think i'll need it
ps. i just found out fabian reads my lj. OMG i will not post anymore selling posts here. not after what he said.
ps. thanks for making me able to laugh the 3rd time in 15 days ^^ (to choir peeps, fabian, abigail, becky and xf)
and yes, i can fucking count the number of times i truly laughed and forgot about my problems
(i hope that reflected in my actions today.)
anyway
*pauses for dramatic effect*
DADDY IS COMING HOME TODAY!!
he will make all things right.
with regard to my previous post, pls note
I AM TALIKING ABOUT MY FAMILY.
had some calls from friends who thought i had prob in sch.
well not really serious prob though...
other than my grades suck and are lower than the lowest pit in hell
yes.
i have been pretty much angry the whole past week due to my idiot brother stirring up trouble again!!
i swear he either smokes or is into drugs or is hooked on lan games or something
fuck
he makes my life hell lar
has he ever thought of all the trouble i go through just so that things don't get too blown up and my dad and his teachers won't disown him and kick him out of school.
why can't he fucking listen to me.
i do so much and all you tell me is ' fuck off bitch'
thanks man
i just so needed that after my syf silver (which is another story that i will not tell)
even that i tolerated.
FUCK
as if i am not tied up in school already.
FUCK FUCK FUCK
i stop buying things for myself just so you have enough to eat for lunch and break
and i get SCOLDED for doing that
FUCK
now his exams are over, and its my fucking studying time, and yet i still have to watch out for him!!
i'm so fucking tired of everything
i wish that i was either dead or i'll shoot him dead just so that he won't harm anybody else.
FUCK
at least today daddy is coming back
he will make things alright
hopefully
ps. sorry to all school peeps. i was and am and might continue to be short with you guys, and get fired up easily. apologies in advance. and pray for me yeah! i think i'll need it
ps. i just found out fabian reads my lj. OMG i will not post anymore selling posts here. not after what he said.
ps. thanks for making me able to laugh the 3rd time in 15 days ^^ (to choir peeps, fabian, abigail, becky and xf)
and yes, i can fucking count the number of times i truly laughed and forgot about my problems