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So this past weekend i went home. Friday i went to the homecoming game..talk about awkward. Seriously, it was so frickin weird, note to self: do not go back next year. Honestly though, it made me realize how much i've changed just in these past few months since graduation. I'm really glad i realized that, because looking at some of these girls i realized how much i used to be like that and that im so glad that im not like that anymore. I was standing in line to get hot chocolate and there were two girls in the line next to me and i hear "OMG do you know who that is?!" and i turn around and they are pointing at me and trying to be all secretive about talking about me because they knew that i had seen them. If that would have been me last year, i would have gone over and said something to them..but not now. It's just petty little high school drama and i'm over that stuff. I just smiled at them..and i think that that confused them. But seriously, why? I've never even talked to one of them in my entire life..pretty sure i've never even made eye contact with the girl until then..and you dont like me why, because of a boy? Yes, you're definitely still in high school. I cant wait until these girls graduate in 1-2 years..they have so much growing up to do.
After the game i got to go see my sister and the kids. It was nice, i do miss them :) and thennn i got to hang out with bethany. we just drove around for a bit, and that's pretty much it.
Saturday i went to WSU with stacy. We went to the game, good job boys!! and then we went back to matt's and stayed the night there. It was a good night :)except for someone drank some of my jose, and that's pretty much not cool. cuz me and jose..we're in love haha.
Sunday we went back to linden and i had dinner with the fam. Me and stac also went grocery shopping.. we shouldnt be able to do that, we buy everything haha.
Sooo yes, then we came back here. It was nice to be home because i do miss my family..but i just feel so much more at home here. Here, i dont have to deal with stupid stuff. Okay, i take that back, CMU has it's stupid issues too, just one actually..and whatever, i'm not about to get into THAT. But anyways, when im up here, things are just a lot easier. When i'm at home i see people that i came up here to get away from, and i dont like that awkwardness. When i'm at home i just fight with people and that's super frickin annoying. It's almost like if i'm here, nothing bad back there can follow me here, and i love that. When i moved up here i had every intention of leaving everything from my past there.. and i have. It's just so much easier that way..it's just the going back home and seeing the past again that bugs me. But, whatev, i can deal..i'm a trooper ;)
Oh by the way..i super freakin miss brittani. I got a letter from her yesterday. It made me cry :) I love you beautiful brittani!
Yesterdayyyy i had class at 8, yuck. and then i came back here, ate some food with stac, and then took a long nap. Had another class at 3:30, then came back here, went to dinner, then started looking at classes for next semester..already geeze. OH and i signed a paper for our apartment next year. I'm excited, the dorms are cool cuz you meet a lot of new people, but one year of that is enough for me :p
This weekend will be fun..it's HoMeCoMiNg and we're having a few people come up so it'll be a good time.
Okay, now that this entry is 2 years long..i'm gunna peace on out. Later kids <3
~ slamdalama*
After the game i got to go see my sister and the kids. It was nice, i do miss them :) and thennn i got to hang out with bethany. we just drove around for a bit, and that's pretty much it.
Saturday i went to WSU with stacy. We went to the game, good job boys!! and then we went back to matt's and stayed the night there. It was a good night :)except for someone drank some of my jose, and that's pretty much not cool. cuz me and jose..we're in love haha.
Sunday we went back to linden and i had dinner with the fam. Me and stac also went grocery shopping.. we shouldnt be able to do that, we buy everything haha.
Sooo yes, then we came back here. It was nice to be home because i do miss my family..but i just feel so much more at home here. Here, i dont have to deal with stupid stuff. Okay, i take that back, CMU has it's stupid issues too, just one actually..and whatever, i'm not about to get into THAT. But anyways, when im up here, things are just a lot easier. When i'm at home i see people that i came up here to get away from, and i dont like that awkwardness. When i'm at home i just fight with people and that's super frickin annoying. It's almost like if i'm here, nothing bad back there can follow me here, and i love that. When i moved up here i had every intention of leaving everything from my past there.. and i have. It's just so much easier that way..it's just the going back home and seeing the past again that bugs me. But, whatev, i can deal..i'm a trooper ;)
Oh by the way..i super freakin miss brittani. I got a letter from her yesterday. It made me cry :) I love you beautiful brittani!
Yesterdayyyy i had class at 8, yuck. and then i came back here, ate some food with stac, and then took a long nap. Had another class at 3:30, then came back here, went to dinner, then started looking at classes for next semester..already geeze. OH and i signed a paper for our apartment next year. I'm excited, the dorms are cool cuz you meet a lot of new people, but one year of that is enough for me :p
This weekend will be fun..it's HoMeCoMiNg and we're having a few people come up so it'll be a good time.
Okay, now that this entry is 2 years long..i'm gunna peace on out. Later kids <3
~ slamdalama*