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so i havent written in here foreverrr...and a day haha things are going pretty good there is some drama and crap but ya..im having trouble holding on to my old friends....liek i love them but i love my new friends to and i have fun but its not really the kind of fun my old friends would have and their kinda fun seems quit boirng idk....i love them and wnat to keep them just its so hard to balence hanging with them and my new friends without one of them getting mad urggw/e other then that things are pretty good things are alot better with my mom which is good i a have this weird consuler lady...i spelled that wrong.. my mom is making me go 2 with her but w/e as long as i get to go out im good....it sucks cuz only a few understand why me and my mom are the way that we are and why im mean to her alot of my new friends dont understand and its pissing me off..they are always yelling y are u so mean to ur mom and blah blah balh..if they knew me way back and my mom they would understand but they wont listen to me and just think im being a bitch to her w/e im trying to be nicer to he its so hard though..im not used to talking with her without yelling its really really hard for me you have no idea lol i say lol alot and usually im not laughing its a bad habit...lol...ya haha...boys im confused i liek them then when i get them i dont leik them anymore im way confused but it hopefully will work out in 2 weeks i have my friends bday party that im soo excited for and life is going pretty good....and thast about it<3