I need some advice, or help. either one

Apr 29, 2007 21:37

I haven't been able to fully feel things for a really long time. When it comes to the things that really matter i can only half feel them. I hate it, but I only half hate it. Its quite frustrating. But, i don't know, I think I might be supresing stuff but I don't see why I would.
Anyway, I just don't wanna feel like this anymore. I can't even remember the last time I cried, lol. A huge ball fest would be great now. I don't know, this sounds very emo but thats just the way I am. Ive been emotionally exhausted for a long time now, I just want it to stop. I don't think anyone has an answer for me. But if anyone can throw a bit of advice my way it would be most greatly appreciated. again, sorry for it sounding so emo, lol.

I love you,
Sam
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