Driving the way

Mar 09, 2004 14:53

My van again. A cheap version. May be even not. Ah. What am I saying? I got into what I thought. The thought that doesn't count of anything. Or does it? I just sit there. My van's not on. It just sits there like a old run down building that hasn't been touched for centuries. Okay maybe my vans not that old but it doesn't matter.


I let go of my thinking. Then turn on the van. Ahh. The van. I keep mentioning the van. I guess because I love this thing. It's been with me for I don't know how long and it still works.
I know people think of what I am thinking. The thought in my mind was death. I don't know why. But death it is. Again. I think about how I would die. How I would start to die. may be in a car accident? Maybe even weirder then that...
I shouldn't think this. I should just go back to my greenhouse and study the flowers that are meant to have similar meaning to people. I like to study these. Maybe I can combine some again? I just hope that nothing weird goes down in this town or I should just not care. But whose to say I should care?
There's nothing left on this road but the weird thought's of sam. Did I even turn the car on and press the gas petal? I blinked my eyes for a little bit and then saw the tar road turn to dirt road. I just think again.
"When will I ever realize where I am really at?", I thought to myself.

Muse: Sam
Fandom: Ginger Snaps
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